9 Boys 1 Choice

Manchester, England

I sit between Ashton and Michael on the plane. We are going to Manchester for three days then off to Scotland. I still wasn't feeling the connection with Ashton, I felt like I should be with Louis or someone else.

"How long is this plane ride?" I groan.

"3 hours and 20 minutes. Don't complain." Ashton winks at me.

I grab his cheek and lean in to kiss his smooth lips. I run my fingers through his messy hair then sit back in my seat. Michael grabs my hand and catches me by surprise but I remember he hates flying.

"It's okay!" I tell him, he just nods.

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"Thank you." he says as we get off the plane.

I walk over to Luke and Em since it's been forever.

"Hey Luke! Hi Em!" I give them both big hugs.

"Hey Saphira!" they say in unison.

"How adorable!" I wink.

I walk next to them to our hotel and listen to their silly conversation about which marvel hero is better. They were probably the cutest couple out there so I took a picture.

"Why did you just take a picture of us?" Em laughs.

"You guys are fucking adorable!" I shout.

"Woah.. You okay?" Luke asks.

"Just fine." I give him a smirk then walk to Niall.

"We need to talk." I look at him then Kaitlyn nods.

"Be careful, she's crazy." Kait giggles and I just smile back at her.

Niall gets the room for him and Kaitlyn then takes me up to it. He sits down by the mini table while I sit across from him.

"What's wrong?" he asks concerned.

"I don't know if I really want to be in a relationship with Ashton." I say.

"Well do you like him? Maybe it's because you haven't healed about the whole Harry thing. After all, you're still wearing the promise ring." he says.

"I know but Harry and I made a pact." I exhale.

"A pact?" Niall questions nervously.

"When we were both ready.." I pause.

"I would come back to him so I could be with my one true love." I say guiltily.

"Oh no Saphira.. he's not. You- He is not good for you. I love him but you need to stay with Ashton, he's such a great guy and not to to mention I approve." he gives a small laugh.

"Alright so get rid of the ring?" I say sadly.

"Yes. You can do it!" He reassures me.

"Thank you Niall."

He gets up to give me a tight squeeze then Kaitlyn comes in. She looked really good for being pregnant but I don't say anything. Instead I leave and walk out the door to our room.

This time I'm in a room with Ash, Luke, and Emerald. Luke and Emerald were making out on the bed which made it awkward for Ash and I.

"Ahem." I say.

"Oh sorry." Emerald blushes.

"It's time to go to the show." I grab Ashton's hand then leave to go to the show. Fans are screaming when we get out of the car and Ashton hugs a lot of them. I hug a lot of them and they all have these really cute smiles on their faces.

"I love you guys!" I walk back stage and Asthon is staring at me.

"You do so well with the fans, I admire that." he says.

"I admire the way you make them smile." I kiss his cheek then sit down.

"What's wrong?" Ash rubs my back.

"All of a sudden, I don't feel good." I say.

"Just lay down for a little bit. Don't sing tonight okay?" he kisses me then leaves to open up the song.

Something was seriously wrong with me but I had no idea what it was. I think I had morning sickness and I was bloating a lot.

It hit me.

Am I pregnant?

I left the concert right away when I get a text.

~Hey! it's Izzie!~

~Oh hey Izzie! What's up~

~nothing I just can't believe I'm texting the Saphira James.~

~I'm having a small prob but I'll text you tomorrow? xx~

~It's fine!<3 txt u tmrrw~

I run to a grocery store to buy a pregnancy test then hurry back to the hotel. I follow every direction and wait five minutes.

I drop the test and fall to the ground. How could this even happen? I'm pregnant and I don't even know who's kid it is.

I run off to a taxi and tell him to take me to some place that serves coffee. We drive for about 15 minutes then he drops me off at a Starbucks. It was open late so I just walk in and order tea.

I sit down in silence then call my mom.

"Hi honey!" she says sleepily.

"Did I wake you up mom?" I ask.

"Oh no. What's up?"

"I think I'm pregnant."

Silence.

"Who's is it?"

"I don't know." I start crying.

"Honey calm down, I'm not mad but you need to get to a doctor right away."

"Okay I will tomorrow. thank you mom. I love you."

"I love you too and I want you home." she says sternly.

"What?" I ask confused.

"You need to come home NOW." she sounds concerned.

I hang up then continue sitting there. I can handle myself. Ashton calls 10 times and so does Michael. I get 14 calls from Harry and a few from everybody else. I took a walk then tried to find another taxi.

I pay the taxi driver then walk up to the room, it was 3 in the morning. I walk up to our room and knock on the door. Ashton opens it right away.

"Saphira! Oh my beautiful Saphira!" he hugs me tighter than he ever has, I lean my head on his shoulder then let go.

"Where have you been?" Luke comes up with Em.

"Starbucks." I smile and lay on the bed.

"What?" Ashton looks confused.

"Sorry I lost track of time. Let's sleep! goodnight." my eyes shut within a few seconds and I go blank.