9 Boys 1 Choice

Milan, Italy Second Day

The room I was in was unfamiliar but it smelled good. All I remember from last night is that I went out and got drunk.

"You hungover?" Liam asks.

"Yes," I rub my head and shut my eyes.

"I was the only one that found you last night so that's why you're in here," he smiles.

"Thank you Liam," I say and give him a warm smile.

I slowly get up and put on a clean shirt that Liam put out for me. It was one of his plain white shirts and it smelled so new and refreshing. Then I remembered,

"Is Ashton okay? And Kait? Wait what about Niall?!" I start to freak out.

"Ashton and Kaitlyn are trying to make things right since Kaitlyn confessed, Niall locked himself in his room and hasn't come out since yesterday," he says sadly.

"Thank you so much Liam but I have to go find Niall! Love you," I blow a kiss then leave the room.

I run to Niall's room and knock on the door until he finally opens up. I throw myself into his arms and hold him closer to me than ever. I start to feel him cry and I cry too.

"I'm so sorry Niall," I sob.

"It's not your fault," he cries.

We just sit one the floor by his bed in a tangle of our own arms in silence. I knew how hard this was coming down on him and sadly I couldn't stop it.

"What are you gonna do about the baby?" I ask.

"I have to take care of him/her," he says plainly.

"It's just sad that I can't take care of it with the girl I love," he frowns.

I wipe away his tears and squeeze his hand.

"I love you Niall, I'm always here for you," I say.

"I love you too S, thanks sis," he smiles.

"How about we go shopping before the concert?" I ask trying to cheer him up.

"Okay!" he smiles.

I pull his hand and we head to the many stores of Milan, Italy. Niall buys new clothes for the concert tonight and I buy a skinny black dress. I had an idea that Niall and I would go out to a club tonight so he could take his mind off things.

"It's time to go," Niall says.

We ride to the venue and I watch 5SOS sing while I sit next to him.

"Niall..." I hear Kaitlyn say.

"Leave him alone," I say sternly.

"I can't Saphira and you know that, I messed up terribly but I need to apologize," she pleads.

"Fine," I walk away and move towards Zayn.

"Excited for tonight's show?" I ask.

"Yes, all the energy is crazy," he smiles.

We make normal small talk until he has to leave then I wish him luck. The boys sing a few songs then I hear Harry call me out on stage.

"Come on!" he shouts.

I walk out and wave to the crowd. They scream and shout which made me feel like I was at home.

"This girl has been here for us since the beginning and I'm glad all of us are so close," Niall says and gives me a side hug.

"So we are going to sing You and I tonight," Louis shouts and the music starts to play.

I loved hearing them sing and I loved when they sang to me or the crowd. They're passion for this was outstanding and it was such a beautiful thing to see up close. I see Harry start to come closer to me then he takes my hand and stares into my eyes. We sing to each other and everything seems to go into place at that moment.

The song finishes and the crowd goes crazy.

"I love you," I say forgetting I had a microphone.

The crowd does their 'awww' and then they start chanting: "kiss! kiss! kiss!"

Harry pulls me into his chest until our lips touch for a few seconds then he turns around and bows to the crowd.

"Thank you," I blush and walk off stage since they boys were giving an encore.

My Twitter started to blow up with questions about Sapharry getting back together. That kiss didn't mean anything did it? Harry has to be over me by now.

I walk up to Michael and give him a hug.

"Hey there," I say.

"That was just adorable," he winks.

"Jealous much?" I ask.

"No, he doesn't know I rocked your world," he says laughing.

"Stop it Michael," I laugh with him at his dirty comments.

He pulls me close and I kiss his lips hard since it always felt right with him. I didn't know what we were, we weren't friends and we weren't dating, so I guess friends with benefits.

After the concert, I take Niall to a club I found and for some reason he decided to bring Louis. As soon as we get there, I get both of the boys on the dance floor; I don't know why but we started dirty dancing and it was kind of hot.

I see Niall go get a drink leaving me and Louis alone. His hands move around my sides as I grind up against his front. I felt him start to get a boner so I turned around and smacked my lips on his.

"Let's get out of here," he smirks.

"We can't leave Niall," I roll my eyes then we leave the club.

When we get to the hotel, Louis helps me put Niall to bed, after that we walk to Louis' room.

I start undressing and so does Louis. I seductively push him onto the bed then begin to kiss his neck all the way up to his soft lips. I feel his hands grab my butt and I moan just a little.

He turns me over onto the bed and stands up. He already had a condom on as if he knew we would have sex tonight. We did anal instead which was different but at least it was memorable with him. Once he's done I push him against the wall and slide my tongue into his mouth.

It gets a little rough until he pushes me back onto the bed once again. His "thing" goes into me fast and hard which is at first uncomfortable but then it becomes pleasing. I throw my head back at the overwhelming amount of pleasure. I hear him make a sexy moan which turns me on a little bit more.

I stop him and tell him to come lay down next to me. I had enough tonight so we have extra relaxing time which was nice.

"You're not bad," he says jokingly.

"I'll have you know that I'm very experienced," I smirk.

"Trust me I could tell," he laughs.

"Can I stay hear for the night?" I ask.

"Please do," he leans over and kisses my neck.

I wrap myself in his arms until my eyes shut and I'm finally comfortable.