9 Boys 1 Choice

Dusseldorf, Germany

"Saphira, wake up, we have a plane to catch!" Louis says.

"I'm up," I say sleepily as I get out of bed.

My luggage was in Niall's room so I run there as fast as I can. I knock a few times on the door only to find that it was open. I step over a few beer cans and see Niall sleeping on the floor, obviously he got drunk last night.

I find a pair of leggings and my long red shirt. My accessories were a few bracelets and the new beanie I got yesterday.

"Niall, get up!" I shake him.

"Kaitlyn..." he says.

"No Niall, it's me," I frown.

I help him up off the floor and leave him to get dressed. I get my own cab since we are all going to the same place, plus we have our own private jet again.

I pay the man in the front seat then go onto the plane. No one was here yet so I sat in the middle where there was a place for one person to sit next to me. I wait a few minutes then I see the one and only Harry Styles walk in. He looked so dreamy when he walked in and I couldn't help but stare.

He comes to sit next to me and I flash a sweet smile.

"We have to talk tonight, in private," he says then goes to sit somewhere else.

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I watched both bands perform by myself tonight. I didn't mind being alone anymore considering it didn't hurt to see someone you loved with another person all the time. I still can't believe Ashton and Kaitlyn kept that going on for so long.

I watch 1D wave then leave the stage. Niall looks very sad and I wish I could change that but all we can do is wait until his heart heals.

"Hey Saphira," I hear Kaitlyn say.

"What do you want?" I ask.

"I want to apologize, you didn't deserve what I did and neither did Niall," she frowns.

"Well I forgive you but we are no longer friends okay?" I snap.

"I understand," she says.

I watch her walk over to Ashton and I notice they're talking. Are they together now? That is so low.

I sit and stare at the once filled seats become empty. This tour has changed everyone and I'm not sure if it's for the better or not.

I feel a hand touch my shoulder and I jump.

"Sorry!" Harry laughs.

"Oh, it's okay," I turn away.

"Let's go," he takes my hand and I follow.

We take a cab to some bridge that has beautiful strings of lights on each side. Harry pulls me out of the cab and gives me a very strong hug.

"I'm letting go Saphira," he says.

"Okay," I say not knowing what else to say.

"Just okay?" he asks.

"I want what's best for you," I hold his cheek and he just stares at me.

"I love you Saphira and I know that one day we will find our way back to each other," he smiles.

"We will! I love you too," I try to hold back tears.

We sit there only inches apart and I begin to wonder if I can even live without Harry. He fought for me every time I left and now he's finally letting go.

"Harry, I don't want you to let go," I say.

"Saphira, I have to! I fought for you for so long and now you realize you want me back?" he asks angrily.

"I'm sorry I didn't realize it, I was confused!" I exclaim.

"Take the cab back, I'll see you later," he says.

I get up, run to the cab, and tell him to get to the hotel as fast as he can. Harry fought for me so I would now fight for him, I cannot accept defeat.