9 Boys 1 Choice

Berne, Switzerland

Michael steps off the plane in front of me and Louis is behind me. What if we had a threesome? Oh my god, my thoughts are so dirty it kind of scares me. Harry was trying way too hard to avoid me but today was the day I would not leave him alone.

"Are you and Harry okay?" Liam asks.

"When are we ever okay?" I laugh as we both get into the car.

"Saphira, I'm serious. He's avoiding you as if you're his ex when just yesterday he was begging for you to come back," he scolds.

"He finally gave up on me Liam. I told him I didn't want him to then he got mad because I came to a realization when it was too late, but now it's my turn to fight for him," I say not making eye contact.

"Well if you two are really meant to be.. I think if you fight hard enough, he'll be waiting for you," he reassures me.

"Thank you Liam," I lean over and give him a tight hug.

The hotel we stayed at was so much nicer than any of the other ones I've been to. There was beautiful artwork and two grand staircases leading up to the balcony where the elevator was. I see Luke and Em up there already so I go up the stairs towards them.

"Hey guys!" I exclaim.

"Hi S! Isn't it beautiful up here?" Em asks.

"It's gorgeous," I smile.

"So are you single now?" Luke asks.

"Yeah," I answer plainly.

We take the elevator up to our rooms now that Niall and I were rooming together. We only had a few hours before the concert so I throw the luggage on my bed and head back downstairs.

I see Harry standing on the balcony looking down on the people in the lobby. He looked so peaceful but I knew he wouldn't be once I showed up next to him.

"Hey Harry," I smile.

"Hi," he doesn't even make eye contact with me.

We sit there in silence and for some reason he hasn't left yet.

"Just so you know, I'm gonna use everything in me to fight for you since you did for me," I stare at him until he finally looks at me.

"Well, just so you know, I have to figure it out for myself right now, but as long as you keep that ring on your finger... then I'll be back for you when I'm ready," he smiles.

We stand in an embrace for a few seconds then I walk down to the lobby. I decided to explore this beautiful, green place; before I left, I gave one more look at Harry and waved goodbye.

I explored the beautiful area by myself until I met some fans. It was only a matter of hours before I had to go the arena so I waved goodbye to the last fans and left.

By the time I got there, 5sos was already halfway through their set so I decided to go get some water. I honestly didn't mind being single, it felt free and different.

I go on stage with the One Direction boys and sing our normal songs. Like I said before, this could never ever get old. I jumped off stage for a little bit to say hi to a lot of the fans in the crowd. I loved seeing their smiles and I enjoyed watching them have fun.

"Get back up here," Liam winks.

They all help me onto the stage and I leave so they can do their usual encore. I was proud to say those were my boys.

We all head back to the hotel and Niall and I walk up to our room. He lays down right away when my phone vibrates. A text from Kaitlyn:

~Please come help me, it's very urgent~

I contemplated wether or not I should go until I finally reach my decision.

"Niall, I'll be right back I have to go talk to Liam," I wave.

I run as fast as I can up to her room and knock on the door.

"It's open!" I hear her shout/cry.

I run into the bathroom and see blood everywhere. She was crying and I immediately knew what happened.

"I had a miscarriage! My baby is gone!" she cries.

I run up to her and hold her in my arms. She sits there in tears and I had no idea what to do, I couldn't tell Niall.

"I'll call a doctor," I frown.

We wait about 15 minutes and the doctor stays to help and clean up. He prescribes Kaitlyn some sort of pill to help the pain, gives his condolences, then leaves.

"Thank you for coming Saphira," she sniffs.

"I'm always here okay? I didn't mean what I said earlier," I try to sound forgiving.

"Thank you!" she gets up and we hug for a few seconds.

"Should I tell Niall?" I ask before I leave the room.

"Yes please. It's better if you do," she says.

I walk back to our room and see that he's still awake. He looks up from his phone and smiles at me.

"Niall, we have to talk," I frown.

"What is it?" he asks.

"Well I just went up to Kaitlyn for the last hour... She had a miscarriage..." I trail off.

I see no emotion in his face but I see the tears start to form in his eyes.

"I'm sorry," I try not to look at him.

Tonight, Niall and I fell asleep in the same bed only because I was comforting him; he fell asleep in my arms. We were basically siblings and I had to be there for him.