9 Boys 1 Choice

Day Two in Manchester

I wake up and put on the most dreadful outfit. I looked even worse than I did yesterday. I leave Ashton behind in bed then take a taxi to the nearest walk-in hospital.

I pay the taxi driver and get out of the car. I walk into a huge building that smells like alcohol wipes which made me feel even more sick.

"Umm hello... I need to see a doctor. I'm pregnant." I say plainly.

"Oh okay hold on dear." she hands me a tiny stack of papers and I fill them out rather quickly.

"Dr. James will see you in a few minutes. Please read a magazine or relax." she smiles and I turn to go sit down, it was funny the doctor had the same last name as me.

I see a man come out and tell the receptionist that he can't take me in.

"Why?" she whispers.

"Well... that's my daughter whom I haven't seen since she was born."

I immediately get up and walk over to him.

"Well I don't care who you are I just need a doctor!" I shout.

"Okay miss." My so called father leads me into a room and I sit on the chair.

"Well I'm Jackson James." he says.

"Okay I'm Saphira and I need to know how my baby is doing and who's it is!" I say urgently.

He takes me to another room for an ultrasound and runs a few tests for DNA results. I wait in that room for about an hour when he comes back.

"Well.. you've had the baby for about a month and the father is Luke Hemmings."

"WHAT?" I shout. Luke fucking Robert Hemmings.

I completely forgot about the night after Harry cheated on me. After Michael fell asleep I woke up and ran into Luke. We went out to go drinking and when we came back..

This was crazy, I could not let anyone know about this.

"But I do have some bad news." he says.

"What is it?"

"The baby... it didn't make it. I'm so sorry" he says with a straight face.

I start to cry and sit there for a good five minutes. In a way it made things better but I never wanted something so great to die.

"Okay well thank you." I say walking out the door.

"Wait Saphira.. I'm sorry I was never around." he says.

"You're too late now Dr. James, have a nice life." I say.

***********************************

I feel somewhat relieved but I'm still incredibly sad. I walk out of the elevator then run in to Harry.

"Where have you been?! you can't just keep leaving." he yells.

"It's none of your business." I say trying to walk past him.

He grabs my hands and looks me straight in the eyes.

"Where were you Saphira Talia James?"

"I was at a doctors appointment." I see the concern in his face.

"For what?" he asks.

"I was pregnant but I... I lost the baby and it wasn't yours either." I frown.

"Who's then?"

"Luke's." I say ready to cry.

But Harry takes me by surprise and gives me the best hug I've ever gotten. He tucks his head next to mine then kisses my cheek.

"I'm so sorry baby. You're gonna be okay."

I look up at him and smile. No matter what, being in his arms made me smile. I give him one last hug then let go.

"I have to go to Ashton." Harry looks like he was just punched but I had to go.

I walk down the hallway to knock on the door.

"Oh god Saphira! Stop running off." he kisses me and hugs me.

"I'm sorry I just need time to myself but I'm okay now." I fake smile.

"Ready for the show? We have to leave soon."

"Yes let's go!" I take his hand then leave with Luke and Em.

Harry tweeted something.

I would wait an eternity just to feel your touch once more.

I tweet to Ashton trying to ignore Harry's tweet.

Excited to be with my 5SOS boys. @Ashton5SOS @Michael5SOS @Calum5SOS @Luke5SOS

I walk through the back doors and only sing with 5 Seconds of Summer tonight. The show took my mind off of a lot of things since I always had so much fun being with all of them.

"I love you guys." I say into the microphone and everyone screams back that they love me.

We ride back to the hotel after we get some Burger King. I decided to tell Luke tomorrow and maybe Ashton.

"Goodnight." I say.

"Goodnight lovely." he kisses me and this time I don't cuddle against him.