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Amsterdam Day Two, June 4th

I didn't want to have an emotional breakdown today so I decided to keep my distance from Harry. Every fiber in me wanted to go to him but there was always that one thing holding me back. Ashton kisses me good morning and I just smile, I thought about checking his phone so I went over to it. There were no new messages or recent messages from Izzie, thank goodness.

I throw on a crop top that shows my belly button ring and black and white leggings. I started wearing a lot of black because it was my new favorite color; I looked so sharp in it. I walk in by Ashton and wrap my arms around his neck. I stare into his gorgeous eyes and put his face in between my hands then kiss his lips.

"I love you," I say in a questioning tone.

"I love you too, beautiful," he says.

Ashton and I decided to go on a small lunch date. We are gonna hang out with fans after then go to the show. I told him I would meet him out in the car so if I was seen, I would be seen alone.

"Saphira?" I hear Austin Mahone's voice I think.

"Austin?" I turn around.

"I didn't know we were staying in the same hotel!" he laughs.

"Neither did I," I shrug my shoulders.

He comes up to me and gives me a hug then I lean up against the wall. He puts his hand against the wall just so his arm was at least six inches above my shoulder. He smelled amazing.

"I finally got our song written," he smirks.

"Took you long en-" I was cut off by none other than Harry.

"Hey Saphira, we need to talk!" he says urgently.

"Alone," he adds and glares at Austin.

"Oh I'm sorry but I'm having a conversation with him right now so please wait," I say humiliated.

Austin leaves out of embarrassment and gives me one last quick hug. As soon as he leaves, I snap.

"Why would you interrupt him like that?" I interrogate him.

"Why would you leave me like that?" he asks putting the emphasis on that.

I stay silent and he has a distant look in his face.

"You never said goodbye, you threw everything away like it meant nothing then come back looking hot as ever... and I don't know what you're doing Saphira James but it is sure as hell turning me on," he says like he's losing his mind.

I couldn't help but laugh and he started laughing with me.

"I'm serious," he tries to remain serious.

"Oh stop," I laugh again.

"Harry, I gave you two chances... actually more than that, so Ashton deserves a second one as well," I sigh.

He just left me in the hallway alone so I went to the car.

Ashton was already in there and gave me a kiss as soon as I entered. We go to a lunch place that we can't pronounce the name of.

We talk about getting past the hard times and what we will do after the tour, maybe move in together. After we finished, we went out to take pictures with as many fans as we could. I had a blast with him.

We were running late on our way to the show so our driver sped through every stop light there was. We were only a few blocks away when I feel the impact of another car against ours. The accident didn't feel that bad but I knew I was hurt. I bumped my head and I feel the side of it bleeding. My hand has a deep cut on the side and my eyes begin to close.

I look over at Ashton and see him on the floor of the car with his eyes shut.

"Ashton wake up," I say drowsily.

"Ashton!"

I blackout.