9 Boys 1 Choice

Too much to handle

I walk up to our hotel room with Michael since the other boys are eating dinner. I tell him I'm gonna go talk with Niall and Kaitlyn because it's been a long time.

I walk over to their hotel room and knock but no one answers. I hear moaning and kissing noises once again. I try the door handle and it opens. Why did I do that? I walk in and see Kaitlyn and Niall naked, obviously having sex and from that moment on I am scarred for life.

Kaitlyn notices me first and nearly screams.

"Oh my god, Saphira what are you doing in here?" she asks angrily.

"You should probably keep the door locked." I yell back.

"S, we're sorry you had to see that but would you mind leaving us and locking the door on your way out?" he smiles.

"Oh it would be my pleasure" I say sarcastically and walk out the door.

I only get a few feet when I see Luke on the floor and he's crying.

"Luke what's wrong?" I ask concerned.

"I can't believe Em isn't staying the whole tour" he sobs. I hug him and try to comfort him and he hugs me back.

"I just really liked her but I can't get anymore serious with her until I get back" he sounds mad.

"Hey it's okay, just stay together and continue from where you left off when you get back!"

Emerald walks out and sees Luke crying.

"Luke I'm so sorry babe. I didn't know how else to tell you" She comes over and they stay in a long embrace so I leave them figure things out.

I walk into my room only to find Michael with just his underwear on. He immediately locks the door and pulls me in. He pushes me against the wall and starts taking my shirt off. I feel his hand go up my over my bra and push back and take off my shorts when we both land on the bed. I start making out with him and feel his tongue slide into my mouth and we both get under the covers. I could not believe this was happening.

I get on top of him and he starts kissing my neck and I see this is starting to go somewhere but we're interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Mikey, Saph, it's Calum and Ash! We need sleep too!" they shout.

I put a T-shirt on and Michael let's them in.

"Sounded pretty rough in here. thought we could help!" Ashton says and they both crack up. I am so happy we locked the door or that would've made things even worse.

Tomorrow we all get the day off since we have a 16 hour car ride to New Orleans tomorrow so I can't wait for a long bus ride. I think I might take a walk so I slip on some pajama shorts and find myself walking to Harry's room at 12 am.

I knock on the door and he opens up.

"Oh hey!" he says sleepily.

"I'm sorry did I wake you?" I say with sadness.

"Nope come in, what do you need?"

"I'm not really sure.." I trail off.

I look up at him and realize we're only inches apart. He lifts my chin and I lean in to kiss him. He lays me down on the bed and kisses me with his perfect lips. I run my fingers through his curly hair and before I know it I get really tired. I lay with him for a long time and he holds me in his strong arms.

"I better go.." I get up to leave.

"I'm not gonna let this go Saphira, I want you more now and nothing is going to change that." he says seriously.

"I know I can't control it anymore" I leave the room with so much guilt. What did I just do?

I walk into my room and crawl into bed. I stay on my side that night and decide not to cuddle up to Michael. I don't deserve him. He pulls me in and asks where I was. I tell him I took a walk around the hotel and he just pulls me in even tighter.

"Sorry we didn't get any further" he says.

"It's okay, next time." I poke him.

"I love you babe. Good night!"

"I love you too. see you tomorrow" and let my problems go away as my eyes shut.