9 Boys 1 Choice

Edinburgh, Scotland

I wake up next to Harry more confused than ever.

"Harry what are you doing?" I ask.

"I had to take you back. Ashton doesn't want you." he says.

"That's a lie." I say.

"No, he doesn't want you or anything to do with you. You're mine." he yells.

"Harry! What's wrong with you?" I ask backing up to the door.

"Don't run back to Ashton." he says menacingly.

I throw the promise ring at him and run out the door. I start crying but I stop when I feel someone trying to wake me up from this nightmare.

"S! please wake up!" Ashton pleads.

I sit up right away in a cold sweat. I fall into Ashton's chest while he holds me for a little bit.

"It was just a dream but I'm okay now."

He kisses my cheek.

"Good because we gotta head to the airport."

I wear my 5SOS t-shirt and some jeans. Ashton leads me out of the hotel and finds a taxi.

We arrive at the airport surrounded by tons of fans saying goodbye. I hug a lot of them and take so many pictures when I remember something, Izzie.

~Who do you think I should choose?~

she replies quickly.

~Harry of course! Sure Ashton's a great guy I assume but who made you happier?~

~You're right! Thank you so much! Text me whenever you need me bb~

Ashton and I sit first class with the other boys for a one hour plane ride to Edinburgh. Ashton tweets at a lot of fans for the hour while I help him think of fun stuff to say. I like interacting with the 5SOS fam with him, it made me excited.

The plane has a very rough landing but luckily we made it out alright. The paparazzi is already there so we all pose together. I buy a magazine with a picture of Ash and I on the front.

I turn to the page we're on and my mouth drops. The text reads:

What a slut! Saphira James just can't choose a boy that fits her type. The new singer dated Michael Clifford, Harry Styles, and Now Ashton Irwin all within a few months. Also, there have been reports made that she's kissed some of the 1D boys while dating another. Maybe I'll go on tour with a hot boy band and a punk rock band just so I could get some.

I couldn't believe this, I never wanted to be known as a slut. Ashton reads it then throws it in the trash.

"It's okay... I know you haven't cheated on me. Let me be your fresh start." he smiles.

"Thank you Ashton. It means so much to me that you would say that."

Michael tweeted at the magazine's twitter trying to protect me. He always did try to make everything right, I hugged him as a thank you.

As we walk into the hotel lobby, Em grabs my arm along with Luke's.

"Where are we going?" Luke asks.

"To our room. I have to tell you both something." she says.

We walk into their room and I sit on the bed. She punches me and tries to a second time but Luke stops her.

"What the fuck are you doing?" he asks.

"She fucked you and you didn't even remember. I'm furious!" she screams.

"This side of you is scaring me." I say quietly.

She turns around and gives me a nasty look.

"I hate you. I hate what you did and I will never be your friend." she screams at me.

"You don't mean that." I say ready to cry.

"I've never meant something more than that." she says and turns to Luke.

"We're done! I'm taking a flight back to Hollywood and it leaves in an hour. Goodbye." she says.

"No wait! Em please don't leave!" He screams but she runs away farther until Luke can't catch her.

"Luke I'm so sorry this is all my fault." I cry.

"No it's.. it's mine." he sobs.

He wraps me up in his long arms so we can comfort each other. This is one of the worst days of the tour. I knew Luke was going to go into a depression after this but I promised I wouldn't let him.

"I won't break." he says.

"I won't let you."

He stares into my eyes and leans in to kiss me.

"Luke... no...I'm dating Ashton." I say sadly.

"I'm sorry! just go." he turns away to block his face.

I leave the room slowly and head towards Niall since Kaitlyn came back today.

"Kait!" I scream and give her a big hug.

"Hi S!" Niall hugs me too.

"Em left, her and Luke broke up because of the whole pregnancy scare." I frown.

"Oh no. Is he okay?" Kaitlyn asks.

"I hope so but I have to go see Ashton. We'll talk more tonight!" I say to Kaitlyn.

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Luke didn't bring the energy I expected but I knew this was going to take a toll on him. His voice was a little off which made the other boys off.

"Come on you guys were great." I say as 1D performs.

"Luke what is your problem?" Ashton asks.

He remains silent.

I walk up to Ashton and whisper into his ear about what happened. He walks up to Luke and gives him a bro hug.

"I'm sorry Luke." he pats his back.

"It's okay, I'm okay." he walks away and I assume he goes to the hotel.

"Saphira we need to talk." Ashton says as we walk walk into to the hotel.

"About?" I ask.

"Let's talk tomorrow okay? It should wait." he kisses me smoothly and we both walk into the room.

"Umm okay?" I fall onto the bed and fall asleep.