9 Boys 1 Choice

Taking a Break

The 5SOS boys,1D, and the girls had two days off until our next show in Sunderland, England. That means I was taking the next flight back to Hollywood to see my mom. I invited Ashton along but he wanted to go back home which was understandable.

Michael said he was coming back to Hollywood with me which was really nice of him. I kiss Ashton before I head to my terminal with Michael. I start to walk away but he pulls me back one more time and gives me another kiss.

"Come on you two lovebirds." Michael says.

"Sorry. Bye Ash." I blow him a kiss then we part ways.

Michael and I walk in silence next to each other and wait for our section to be called.

"Are you happy?" he asks as we walk into the plane.

"Yes of course. Why?" I ask.

We take our seats next to each other and put our things under the seats in front of us.

"Just want to make sure. You're happiness is still important to me." he smiles and I barely touch his hand.

"Thank you so much Michael but I'm okay." I kiss his cheek.

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We arrived at LAX making jokes, everything had returned to normal with him. I saw my mother waiting for us and we both ran to give her a huge hug.

"Mom!!!!" I shout.

"Oh my lovely Saphira. Michael darling, how are you both?" she asks us.

"Fantastic now." I smile.

"Great. How are you?" Michael asks.

"I'm fine, I'm good. How's your relationship?" she asks, Michael gives me a funny look.

"We're no longer together." I smile at him.

"Oh.. well you still look like it." she gives us both a worried look but leads us out to her car.

Michael sits shotgun while I sit in back with my thoughts. I continued thinking about how I could make Sashton's (our new couple name) relationship something new and never before seen. I wanted to be in magazines with him, on crazy dates, I didn't know what to do.

Michael opens my door for me then my mom says something unexpected.

"Michael.. stay with us. I'll drop you off at your moms tomorrow morning." she smiles at us both. I mouth "what?" to her but she ignores me.

"Thank you!" they walk in talking again and I'm left behind.

"Well I'm going to sleep. Night you two!" he kisses my cheek then waves to my mom.

"Why did you guys break up?" mom asks as soon as she hears the door close.

"I...Cheated on him." I say disappointed in myself.

"Honey.. I'm disappointed but we all make mistakes. But just so you know, you look better with him." she kisses my cheek.

"Thanks mom. I'm going to sleep. I love you."

"Love you too honey." I push the door open and Michael is in my bed.

I decide I'll just sleep by him since it wasn't anything romantic.

I woke up in Michaels arms and immediately got out of them. It was obviously an accident but I will not ruin my relationship with Ashton.

My mom walks in and wakes Michael up.

"I made breakfast." she kisses my cheek and gives Michael a warm smile.

"Thanks Mom." I shoo her out the room.

"Let's go." I tell Michael and he kisses my cheek, leaving me in surprise.

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I was alone at the house since my mom was taking Michael back home. I texted Ashton to see what he was doing on our last day.

~Hey babe. How you doing? miss you already! xx~

~Hey I'm good! I miss you more S.. can't wait to see u tomorrow~

I set my phone down with a smile. He was such a great guy. I've found it's not the crazy, adventurous ones you want but the simple yet fun ones are better. It's not about what you're doing but who you're with is the real thing.

I still wore Harry's promise ring but I knew I had to take it off. I can't lead Ashton on just so I can wait for Harry. Gosh, my life was becoming an emotional roller coaster.

"Hi honey, tell me what happened now that he's gone." she says.

"Well, Harry styles is what happened, but he cheated on me twice. I cheated on him but the night I was going to confess I caught him the second time so now I'm with Ashton." I explain.

"Darling, are you sure this is still the right thing? Going on tour with them for the rest of it?" she asks concerned.

"Yes mom. I'll be okay, I'm having more fun than I've ever had."

"Good. I have to go to work and I know you're leaving tonight so I'll be back for that." she kisses my forehead then leaves the house.

I go on twitter and see Harry tweeted something.

~The day we are finally together is the day my heart will be complete~

I see all the comments filled with #RipSapharry and I almost start to cry but I can't tweet back so I do something else.

~Harry stop tweeting about it~

~I'm sorry. I love you and it won't happen again my beautiful sunshine~

I smiled but stopped, this had to be over with.

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I say one last goodbye to my mother then Michael and I walk onto our plane.

"How was your family?" I ask.

"Good. They missed seeing you." he says shyly.

"I'm sorry. I love you." that came out of nowhere.

"I love you too." he replies. It looked like I just made his day.

I fell asleep ready to see my new boyfriend Ashton.