Drama Is All Over The Place

Chapter Seventy-Two

Vanessa's Pov-
Tomorrow Leigh and I are gonna meet up with Ash. She had called me and said she needed to talk with us. Lately when we hang, whether it's the three of us or just Ash and I, she just cries. Her parents aren't speaking to her and she feels like she's alone and got no support. Well she's not alone, she has me and Leigh and Howie. As well as the Backstreet Boys, but she still doesn't know that Leigh and I know that Howie told them. I've told her she needs to tell him that her parents know and it should be soon. Leigh however, says she should wait to tell him when she's ready. Ash can do what she wants, I'll support whatever choice she makes. But I think waiting is just going to cause more problems between them.

Maybe I should I tell Ash that the guys know she's pregnant. Who knows? I had asked Leigh if I or her should tell Ash, but she says no. She says that's Howie's responsibility, he told the guys not us or her. By the way if you haven't noticed who's the more "logical" one, it's not me. I tend to "go with the flow", and Leigh is the one who, "Thinks with reason". Hopefully this whole situation can get figured out. Ash is stubborn, that's why she doesn't ever want to say anything. She waits till the point of being stressed out. I'm not bashing her, I love the girl, but I feel like if she would just speak about it, her life would a lot easier. However I can't speak for Howie, I don't know him as well Ash does. She's known him for 15 years, while I've known him for about 2 years. They're still my friends and I love them both. And I'll do my best to help them out in anyway.

I miss Kevin. I miss cuddling. Fyi I'm still gonna figure out how to help Ash. I just began to miss Kevin. It doesn't help that I'm wearing one of his shirts and it smells like him still. Being the girlfriend of a Backstreet Boy is fun but at the same time it's not. I mean it's fun because Hello!, it's a Backstreet Boy, and I hit the jackpot with Kevin. Then there's the hard part about being a BSB girlfriend... tours and the fan girls who give you dirty looks and occasionally will give you death threats. Although I just focus on the positive and ignore the negative. It tends to make things easier for me.

(A/N: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!)