Drama Is All Over The Place

Chapter Twelve

Ashley's Pov-
All I could think about was waking up this morning and seeing Howie. But it was how I saw him; I slept with my best friend! What the fuck?! My mind was going crazy, racing with so many questions. Knowing Nessa would be at home, I gave her a call; "Hello?" Her voice said, "Hey Nessa?" I quietly said...."Ash? Oh my god?! What happened to you last night, you disappeared!" I could hear the worry in her voice and I told her "I'm okay, I called you cause I need to talk to you about why I disappeared last night. " There was silence then I heard..."Okay, I'll be there an about 45 minutes. Okay?" She said, "Okay." I said, then hung up the phone. I sighed once more before going downstairs to wait for Nessa.

(45 minutes later)
Nessa and I were sitting at my dining room table, eating a late breakfast/early lunch. "So tell me what happened last night. Why did you disappear?" she said. I nodded and began; "Well I had been doing shots at the club, and was hanging out with Howie. I remember the two of us were dancing, and I think we ended up making out, but I'm not sure. After that I remember getting in a cab with him and that's all I remember. But when I woke up, I was next to Howie in bed...naked." I finished. I could see her eyes get big. "Are you telling me that you and Howie? You two....." she said straying away from the last word. I put my head on the table and groaned. "Apparently we did. But I don't remember doing it. " I said frustrated. Nessa rubbed my back and said "What did he say when you woke up this morning?" Lifting my head and rubbing my eyes and with a sigh "He said no one can know, and that we should forget about it."

Nessa kept asking questions about last night and I told her the same thing. I did not remember. After we argued for nearly and hour, I finally told her to drop it. D was right, I need to forget about it... but I couldn't. I'm so worried about if this will ruin our friendship. Even though we agreed to never talk about this, I needed to talk about it. I would at least wait a bit, as he was on tour and didn't want to put pressure on him about this.