Drama Is All Over The Place

Chapter Seventy-Seven

Howie's Pov-
Tomorrow after our next show, I'll tell Ash that the guys know. I wanna tell her in person, but unfortunately I won't be able to. So I'll have to tell her over the phone. The guys, (mainly AJ) keep wanting to know when I'm going to tell her. Each time, I've said that it would on my own time. It's only been a week since I told them, and I figured I would wait another week or so, to mention it to her. Until I tell her, they're just gonna keep bugging me about it; although it's mainly AJ who's been bugging me about it. So to appease them all, I went ahead and let them know that tomorrow night after the show, I'll call and tell her. 

"Are you sure you're gonna call her?" I heard Kevin and Nick ask. I just sighed, and and said, "Yes, I'm sure." "If you want to, then you all are welcome to sit in the room while I'll do it." I said rolling my eyes at them. Do they not think I'll do it? Honestly, I wish I waited to tell them. Telling them while we're on tour was not the right thing nor was it the right time. We need to keep our minds clear through this tour, and I wasn't really thinking straight when I told them. I only told them, because it was driving me crazy and I hadn't been sleeping at all. It was stressing me out. Although, I'm sure Ash is just as stress. I don't even know how she's managed to not tell anyone else, minus Vanessa. Last time I talked to her on the phone, I asked if anyone was becoming suspicious. Like have her parents asked her questions, and what about mine? She just said she plays it off having the flu, and mentioned she hadn't seen my parents. Kevin is right about one thing; it's only a matter of time before the media/paparazzi finds out. Once that happens Ash and I are fucked.

We had a long while before we reached New York. I lost track of what state we we're in about 2 days ago. Eh, I'm not the concerned about that. We'll know when we're in New York, when we get there. Neither of us were talking, which is not unusual, sometimes we like the silence. Well it wasn't all silence, we had the radio on, plus Kevin, Nick and Aj we're all sleeping; Brian and I are just sitting here enjoying the peace and quiet.

(If I don't have a pic to add I'll add some 90s music. But it will be from 1990-1997)