Drama Is All Over The Place

Chapter Sixty-Four

Howie's Pov-
Even though we were in the middle of doing a concert, I was busy thinking of how I was going to tell the others about Ash. But I also know me thinking about that is not the right time. So I just made sure to focus extra on performing, then worry about that later. Luckily for me the crowd didn't notice my focus seemed to be in other places. They were to busy drooling because we all happened to unbutton our shirts, so they got a view of our chests and abs. The show will be over soon and I can get back to my thinking, which I know I've been doing a lot of. Can you blame me though? I got a lot on my mind and a lot to deal with as well. (1 hour later). We had just finished the show after doing a few Boyz to Men songs, and were walking off the stage while the band continued to play. The five of were drenched in sweat. And one by one, all of us removed our sweat soaked shirts and tossed them in a pile. Someone washes all our stage outfits, so that's nice.

Once we were in more comfortable clothes, Brian pulled me aside and said, "Hey, I couldn't help notice on stage you seemed kinda lost. You okay?" I shrugged and said, "Got a lot on my mind B-rok." "I won't leave you guys hanging, I just need time." He nodded and said, "Alright D. I was just worried about you." Our manager soon came over and rushed us out the back door, towards the rental van. Because we were tired, neither one of us said a word to each other. Not even AJ was trying to bug me. (10 minutes later). We finally arrived at the hotel. AJ and Brian would share a room, Kevin got his own room and Nick and I are sharing room too. We all walked down the hall, towards our rooms.

"You going to take a shower?" Nick asked, "Not yet. Go ahead and take one." He nodded and grabbed his bag and disappeared into the bathroom. While Nick took shower, I went over how I was going to tell them. This isn't something you can just blurt out, this is something that requires a lot of thinking. Especially if it is going to affect everything. Your life, career, etc. But it's a good change. Having babies is just a part of life. The more I think about it, the more I'm thrilled about having a baby. Though I never imagined it would be with Ash. Growing up I knew I wanted kids, but I would have them when I was a little older, like 30. But of course the Lord had other plans, again that's just life.

(A/N: Here's a chapter for you all. It's just something to get you by for the time. I'll put more effort into the next chapter.)