What You Never Knew......She's Insane

Ch. 24- Too Perfect

*Marinette's POV*

I woke up freezing my ass off. It's not a good idea to sleep wet, outside of the covers when it's almost time for it to snow.

I got dressed really fast even tho the clothes I had didn't do shit. I made sure Tikki was with me and I raced down the path to my bike.

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When I got home I transformed into Ladybug and went up to my room, going through my balcony. I detransformed and got into a new outfit for school.

I transformed into ladybug again and went out my balcony door. I detransformed in an alley way and went to my bike.

When I pulled up to school I heard Alix scream faintly,

"What the fuck?!?"

Chuckling, I took off my helmet and shook out my hair. I got off my bike as Alix and Kim ran up to my bike to take pictures and inspect it.

I walked up to my friends and before I could say anything, Alya yanked Nino away by the arm leaving me and Adrien alone.

Well damn

Again before I could say anything Adrien hugged me really tight, pulling me right up against him.

"I would NEVER hate you princess" Adrien said into my shoulder and I hugged him back tightly, breathing out a sigh of relief

"Why aren't you at least mad? You fell for someone completely fake" I asked into his shoulder

"No I didn't. Your style changed and to be honest I love the new looks. Yes you were a bit rude 2 days ago but I knew that wasn't the real you"

I was silent, infact I was angry. I pulled away from him and grabbed his face.

"HOW THE FUCK DID I GET YOU?!? YOUR SO GODDAMN PERFECT!! HOW? I DON'T DESERVE YOU!! NO ONE CAN BE THIS PERFECT.......but you. Seriously what did I do to deserve you? You're just- no words can describe how perfect you are" I yelled then started to cry

For the first time in years, I cried. I didn't want but I did. I couldn't take it anymore. I cried mostly for the boy with a pure gold heart that happens to be dating a monster. This isn't fair for him.

He looked shocked but then pulled me in for another hug. He kept me close to him as I cried and cried. I wanted to sob loudly but I held that back.

(I wanna a hug like that!! I'm so lonely)

"Hey don't cry princess" Adrien said softly said

"I don't deserve you. You shouldn't be with me, you should be with someone else" I cried

"I will NEVER let you go bugaboo. Nothing could make me leave you, yes I mean I might need some time to adjust to things but that doesn't mean I'm gonna stop loving you. There's a difference between loving someone for who they truely are and finding out some shocking things about them. Just because you're badass or whatever doesn't mean I'm gonna stop loving you" Adrien said into my shoulder

I shook my head

"No....just no!! Stop!!" I yelled pulling away from him, "You can't be with me!! You fell for someone completely fake!! This isn't the real me, I'm a monster!! I can't be with you, it hurts me too much to know that you are loving someone as bad as me. So please just move on. Break up with me or.....or I will" I cried

"W-what? N-no princess" Adrien stuttered while tearing up

"We can't be together. I love you more than you'll ever know and maybe one day you will know. You are too perfect and pure for someone like me-"

"No! I don't care! I fell in love with you Marinette!! No one else, you!" Adrien cried

"Open your eyes Adrien!! I'm not the girl you fell for and when you see the real me you'll find out why I'm doing this. I love you enough to let you go. Please just stop loving me, see how bad I am and get the fuck away from me so you won't get hurt. I can't keep this up, I'd rather hurt you now a little bit then rip your heart out and shatter it to pieces later. I'm sorry but we are over, you need to find someone better then me. I love you Adrien, NEVER and I mean NEVER forget that" I said, tears were rushing down my face like a waterfall

"No princess please. You can't leave me I need you" Adrien cried

I walked up to Adrien and gave him one last kiss before getting on my bike and speeding back home.........

I'm sorry kitty but you don't want me in your life. No one will............