I, Death

Monday September 3, 2012 - 10:39 PM

School starts tomorrow. Not that that means anything for me. I won't be attending anywhere.

Aunt Shelly and Uncle Bob are pretty pissed off at me about it. But I honestly can't get my head into the thought of actually going to College or University. It's been way too difficult a summer, trying to get over the way that Jagdish died. Fuck. I still remember back to the long talks we had and all the worrying that I'd done when Sarah and I were together and she wanted to go to Carleton in Ottawa and I just wanted to stay here. Worrying because I didn't want to be apart from her.

It’s pointless worrying, though. I have been kind of listening in on friends talking about Sarah and what she's been up to. I just can't help myself. And apparently, though Sarah was accepted into the journalism program at Carleton, she didn't end up going. She didn't end up going anywhere, in fact.

Just like me.

Funny that we should both be in the same boat and not be together.

– 1 Comment –

Rainy said...

I'm not too sure on the school thing. You probably could have used the diversion to take your mind off of the mess of the last year of school and this summer. I know sitting around and chewing it over and over could get to you after a while. You need to snag a job or a hobby to clear your head up a little. Plus the income might keep your aunt and uncle off your back.