Fighting my monsters

Part 6

Jihoon's pov

My head started throbbing feeling like needles in my head as I woke up. Everything was blurry at first and all I could hear were muffled voices is sounded like I was under water. When everything finally cleared up I was startled when I noticed that there were people around me not only one person but twelve.....well that's new.

"P-please don't h-hurt me" I said pleading in a quiet voice
"We won't we are here to help you. Why do you think we would hurt you?"said a boy I recognised but couldn't remember the name of.
"H-here to h-help me ? Why wouldn't you want to hurt me ? Everyone else does ,you can't be any different "I reply my voice trailing of to a whisper
"We won't hurt you we promise, we are just worried about you" said a boy that looks a bit like a girl scratch that a lot like a girl.
"Why are you worried about me? we don't even know each other"

not like anyone else cares anyway
Stop
You know it's true
Stop
You have no friends nobody likes you
Stop
Even your family doesn't care
Stop
Your invisible to them
STOP!!

A hand rested on my shoulder and pulled me out of my thoughts
"Hey are you ok ? We have been talking to you but it didn't look like you could here us"
"I'm fine, sorry " lies
"Well ok well as I was saying I think we should be friends "
" friends? With me?" I ask unsure of myself
"Yes"
"I don't think that's a good idea ,if you're friends with me you will probably be treated badly by the school so I would rather not...sorry"
I don't want them to suffer because of me it will be another thing that goes wrong because of me
"We don't care what happens to us we want to be your friend"
" I can't ..."
"you can"
" can I at least think about it ?"
"Fine"
After that the room went silent and the nurse came back and told the others to get back to class as break was over but I had to stay there to recover. Which I'm glad about because I don't want to see the pity in their eyes it makes me feel weak, Maybe I am.

They reluctantly left and I finally had some peace and
quiet I didn't have to speak but of course all good things must end, especially if it's happening to me. The silence was shattered when the nurse started talking.

"You should probably accept being their friend they seem nice enough" she was actually one of the few people that were nice to me.
" I don't need friends though they all leave you at some point, I would rather stay like I am with out any friends,then I have nothing to lose"
"At least try"
"No"
" I hope one day you will realise it's ok to be afraid sometimes and have friends that help you"
"Maybe one day, now can we stop talking about them"
"Fine if that's what you want"
"Thank you"

After about 30 minuets of being bored I decided to go to sleep then I might not feel pain.... bad decision
When I woke up school had ended and I was late back home
When I reached the front door I was about to put the key in the lock when the door swung open revealing...
My dad.

Soonyoung POV
I couldn't stop thinking about how afraid jihoon looked, it was as if he was afraid of us, no people in general.What hurt me he most was when he said "please don't hurt me" like he had never been helped before and everyone was always against him.

When we asked him to be our friend I was hoping he would say yes but he didn't, he looked worried, scared and unsure of himself as of us. We left the room with worried faces on probably all thinking the same thing

We need to help him

A/N sorry about the late update I've just been busy dealing with things if you have any suggestions for the story please tell me and I hope you are enjoying the story so far