Todays the day I can finally go home
Home?
Can I call it home ? Probably not they will get tired of me in abit and I'll have to go back to ....his
No stop it, you haven't met them yet they might like meTime skip
Soonyoung came to pick me up from the hospital and after we signed out and got the medication and the date of my check up we left.
I fell asleep in the car feeling exhausted and woke up to a mansion which kinda makes sense seen as though there are 12 people living together but I wonder how they can afford it.
(A/N- house at the top... I didn't want to make it too extravagant just yet as they are only just planning to debute so won't have a massive mansion with pool etc just yet)
There wasn't many things to grab considering my things are all at my dads (🤮) so me and soonyoung walked straight up to the door and into the house. The inside was spotless with pairs of shoes neatly lines up in the entrance, the hallway opened up to a living room and grand kitchen with a few doors further on ... Probably some of the rooms
"We're back!" Soonyoung shouted, obviously trying to tell his friends he's back. No sooner than him shouting did I hear a flurry of footsteps from all over the house. When they finally appeared it was all the people from the photos, they look identical to the photos with mingyu being taller than what I imagined. Seokmin and Wonwoo nodded in acknowledgement recognising me from class.
"Hi, nice to meet you jihoon hopefully there isn't too many of us, if you feel uncomfortable at any point don't be afraid to tell us" seungcheol came forward and said. I don't think anyone has ever cared about what makes me comfortable
"It's fine, o-ok I will" I can't worry them with my problems I'm already burdening them with my presence no matter how ok they seem with me staying once they know how useless I am they will get rid of me.
After they all introduce themselves, jeonghan tells them to stop crowding around me which I'm grateful for 12 people all paying attention to me at once is alot. Mostly everyone said good bye and made their way to where they were before I came in apart from soonyoung who offered to show me where I would be staying.
Making our way (down town~) down the corridor, we stop at a door on the right and soonyoung turns to me saying " sorry about you having to share a room with me if you don't want to I can always share a room with Chan" I'm not bothered about that ... At least I know him. I shook my head in dismissal saying that it's fine. There was a bed and a couch in the room along with speakers and a desk he must like music. Maybe we could find common ground there.
" Sorry the room is a mess I didn't have time to tidy up" rubbing his neck embarrassed, but honestly is not that bad ..if he saw my room (...room?) "Its fine, I'm just happy you let me stay here for abit" I say gratefully
He looked like he wanted to say something but was stopping himself. I'll let him tell me when he's ok with doing so I don't want to angry him that never ends well, the monster is a prime example of that
"Anyway feel free to treat the room as your own you will be staying for a while, you can borrow some of my clothes and if they don't fit we can always ask Chan for some of his, and then we'll either go to your house to get your things or if you're not comfortable with doing that just yet we'll go shopping and I'll buy you things to keep you going" smiling as he says it, he might just be one of the nicest guys I've ever talked to. I don't want to go home but, I also don't want to waste his money that'd be rude ..what should I do?
I know this is only a short update and you guys have been waiting a while for updates...if anyone is still reading this. What do you think he/they should do ? Risk going to jihoon's dad's or shopping 🤔?
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Fighting my monsters
FanficWhen Jihoon falls into depression after being abandoned by his family for being gay and being teased at school can the 12 new boys pull him out or will he drown in the darkness of his mind ? Ongoing Warning ⚠️ mentions of Self harm Depression Eati...