When Jihoon falls into depression after being abandoned by his family for being gay and being teased at school can the 12 new boys pull him out or will he drown in the darkness of his mind ?
Ongoing
Warning ⚠️ mentions of
Self harm
Depression
Eati...
Jihoons pov Next day I woke up with spots clouding my vision giving me a headache and making me lightheaded. But I let it go thinking I had sat up to quickly and started to walk to the bathroom to do my daily routine that consists of getting a shower, avoiding my reflection and getting ready for school not forgetting to put on the concealer to hid the bruises. I was wearing a light blue jumper that was covering my cuts. It also hid how fat I was which was a good thing.
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Time skip I made it into school on time and sat I my usual seat waiting for the bell to go signalling the start of the day. I was wondering if soonyoung etc will be in today as they weren't in yesterday. People say speak of the devil and he shall arrive guess they were write as soonyoung wonwoo and Jun I think that's their name walked in. They greeted me with a wave so I waved back and they looked happy which was good. Better than me anyway.
The teacher walked in and started the class but I stopped listening as soon as she started talking I just couldn't focus on anything and I was still feeling lightheaded. After an hour of class I got up and started making my way to my locker to get my things for next lesson. Everything was going alright until the dark spots clouded my vision and I couldn't stay awake anymore, fainting were I was stood and falling with a crash.
Authors pov
When jihoon collapsed the whole hallway went silent and looked towards the source of the noise noticing him on the floor. However they shrugged it off as they aren't bothered about it and carried on talking and made their way to class. Only a few people were worried about him and rushed towards him.
Soonyoungs pov
When we arrived at class I saw jihoon and waved and to my surprise he waved back. The problem is he didn't look to good. He looked like he was going to faint any second it made me worried so throughout class I snuck glances at him to make sure he was ok. But as time passed he looked even worse than before. When the bell rang signalling the end of class I was about to ask him if he was ok but before I could he was already out of class.
We walked the same way as jihoon to get to our lockers and I noticed that he kept on leaning on lockers and wasnt steady on his feet. Something wasnt right, so I waited for him to be done at his locker whilst I sorted my things out aswell. That was until I heard a crash behind me and when I turned around jihoon was on the floor near the lockers but nobody was helping him.
"Jihoon!" I shouted as I ran towards him to see if he was ok. I turned him over to see if he had hurt his head. I decided it would be best if I picked him up and took him to the nurses office. But when I did I could feel something horrifying...his ribs. He was definitely too light and too skinny for it to be healthy but I will just ask him when he wakes up.
I turned to Jun and wonwoo and told them about jihoon feeling too light and their eyes widened in shock and no one spoke until wonwoo said " what if hes anorexic?" That was when the reality of the situation really hit us. He might be ill and that he may be doing it to himself and putting his life at risk.
When we got to the nurses office she asked what was wrong and if jihoon had been beaten up again but when we told her no she was shocked."jihoon normally takes care of his health so to see him collapse is a shock" she said,we lay him on the the bed and the nurse checked his temperature but to her surprise he didn't have a high one and he felt cold to the touch.
I explained that he felt to light and that I could feel his ribs, and the nurse realised that it was worse than she imagined. "Its not healthy to be that thin we need to take him to the hospital something may be really wrong something I cant help with" she said and with that we set off for the hospital and stopped at the office to explain where we were going.
When we reached the hospital, I went towards the reception to see if jihoon could get looked at and to our luck he could. The doctor told me to place him on the hospital bed when we got to the empty room. So I did.Whilst he was checking jihoons vitals we were sent out of the room and though we were reluctant to leave we knew we had to, to find out what was wrong.
The doctor came out of the room to tell us the condition of jihoon. Hopefully it isn't as bad as we think. "The good news it that he didn't get a concussion from when he fainted, however the bad news is that your friend is anorexic" tears clouded my eyes, how could we let it get this far and not notice how thin he had gotten. But the words he said after that made the world fall deaf to my ears.
"Also, did you know that he has bruises and cuts over his body? Some are self inflicted others look like they are made by someone else" jihoon was hurting that bad that he had started to cut...I made a vow that I'm going to find out who is hurting him.
A/N sorry for the late update it's been like a month but I've had my mock gcses to revise for these past few weeks so haven't had chance to write anything for the story. Please can you give me ideas on what to write about because it will really help
