Fighting my monsters

Part 9

Soonyoungs pov
When I reached the infirmary i saw Jihoon sitting on a chair talking to the nurse so I went up to them and asked "are you ok? "
He looked up startled " y-yes I'm fine"
"Good and I don't want to rush you seen as though we only met yesterday but have you decided whether you you want to be our friend?"
" no" he said looking down " sorry"
This answer made me frown "it's ok you just need more time"
" thanks"this made me startled
"For what?"
"For talking to the class and trying to stand up for me no one has ever done that before"
"It's ok I did what I had to"
He did what he had to. He doesn't really care about you.
We talked for a while until break time and then we split ways.

Time skip after school

Jihoon's pov
When class was over I was going out of the school when I was suddenly pulled to the side I looked up and saw them my bullies...
Got 7
They dragged me to the back of the school away from everyone.
"You thought you could get away without the daily beating? Not a chance" their leader Jaebum says
"No one will help you if they can't see you. I'm not letting that new guy help you out again" Jackson says
"S-stop"
"Huh what did you just say? Are you speaking back to us ?" One kick in the stomach
"N-no sorry" I stutter out an apology trying to lessen my punishment.
"You better be faggot" Jinyoung spits out
One kick in the stomach
A punch in the face
"Why can't you just kill yourself? Nobody wants you here anyway "
"You're too much of a fag to be love"
"You're too overweight
They're right
After about half an hour, but I couldn't tell what time it was,they decide to stop kicking me.
"Come on let's go if we do anymore damage then we won't have a plaything" Jb says the others nodding in reply and they all left.

Whilst I was bleeding out the rain falling and burning my skin reminding me of how worthless I am. Then it all went black and for the second time this week I lost the battle to stay conscious.

2 hours later
I wake up my whole body on fire ,my muscles aching and to the realisation that I was late home again. But I get up using all my might to Stand up and walk home. When I got there, I only saw my dad (if I could still call him that) he was stood at the top of the stairs waiting for something.Someone. Me and not for any good reason the rage in his eyes was enough to tell me that much and adding the beer bottle made trouble.

The first thing he said to me was " it's your fault she's gone!" This confused me because I had no idea who or what he was talking about my guess is my mum.
" w-who's gone? Mum?"his eyes burning right through me I knew I had said something wrong.

"You don't have the right to call her your mother!"he grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into the house roughly "she's left me because of you ,she wants a divorce! It's your fault she doesn't want you as her child!"
She left...
Oh no
It's my fault she's gone if I wasn't gay we would still be a family
Goddamnit Jihoon why do you have to be so selfish?

"I-I'm sorry"
"Sorry? Sorry won't bring her back to me"
He threw me to the floor and kicked me following the same insults as last time this time with the addition of everything was my fault.
My body was in pain and I blacked out.

A/N sorry it's taken me so long to update I'm gonna be honest and say I keep forgetting to update also that I keep on having writers block if you have any suggestions please give them