Then suddenly he woke up panting with tears streaming down his face. He must have had a dream ,no not dream a nightmare. Although I wanted to give him a hug we weren't close enough so I just let him cry and get it all out.
When he finished crying he looked around the room again noticing I was still here he asked " why are you still here?" With a curious but sad and frightened look on his face
" I was worried about you, you had a panic attack and fainted" I say sincerely a look of confusion flashed across his face before it was replaced by fear.
"No no no no no I cant be here no no no this cant be happening I need to get home" he chanted like a mantra repeating himself over and over again. It seems like he had forgotten.No matter what I said couldn't get through to him, then the door opened.As we looked towards the door his facial expression changed from one of fear to deadly terror like he was scared for his life. At the door stood a man who looks similar to jihoon but he was taller, older and more muscular. Could this be yoongi ?
My question was immediately answered when he stuttered out "d-dad"
So this is his dad, as if out of reflex jihoon curled into himself the closer the man got the more afraid his expression became. The man stormed up to jihoon with anger visible on his face seemingly not noticing that I was in the room or simply not caring.
" don't ever let that name come from your lips again I thought I told you that I am not a worthless faggots father. I had to be disturbed at work again because of your stupidity, its pathetic of you to faint your supposed to be a man"
He spat the words out like venom each word looking like it greatly affected jihoon.
Anger boiled within me how dare he say that to jihoon and without thinking I started to speak." How can you be his father talking to him like that, your supposed to love him not just because he is your son but because he is human!" This got his attention and he turned to me " stay out of this it has nothing to do with you, this is a family matter and not something outsiders should be involved in" he shouted sternly with a look of anger in his eyes.We must have been loud cause the next thing I know the hospital room doors are opening and doctors are coming in telling one of us to leave. But jihoon has to decide who stays with him. His next words shocked me.
" I want...Soonyoung to stay" he said in a quite voice, why me I mean it's not like I'm complaining but i thought he'd choose his dad.
A/N only a short chapter, written it today think of it as a Christmas present sorry for not being consistent with the updates I hope you will forgive me
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