Fighting my monsters

Part 8

Jihoons pov
I lied...

The words my dad said cut deeper than knives etched in my skin, in my mind. I woke up the next morning on the cold hard floor everything in pain but I have to get up.

Nobody even bothered to move me.
After struggling for at least 10 minuets to get up I made my way to the bathroom opening the door to be greeted with a bruised a cut face guess I didn't do a good job covering my face.

I can't go to school looking like this..
I quickly get out of the bathroom and go to my parents room luckily they have gone out early today. I get my mums concealer and put it onto my bruises covering them up the best I can.

Making my way to my room I open the door and begin to get ready for school getting changed out of my bloody clothes and into the shower the cuts stinging as they made contact with the water. After that I get dressed into a clean pair of clothes and make my way to the kitchen to get breakfast. But the sight of food made my stomach turn.

You can't eat
Your too fat
You need to be thinner

I agree with the voices I need to lose weight maybe then people will like me.

I make my way out of the door not forgetting my school stuff and walk to school, dreading another day of torture. As I walk through the halls I am again either ignored or greeted by disgusted looks

Why is he even here
I don't know
He shouldn't be alive
I should
He's to fat
I know
Faggot
True

All my insecurities hurled at me cutting me deeper than a knife.but I try to ignore them like I always do. I then make my way to class where every shred of hope I had left was torn from me. I opened the door where a bucket of water was tipped on me soaking me.

Everyone was laughing at me
Everyone except from three people , the new people.

They sat there in shock of what happened seething in anger and then when they had broken out of their trance they got up and started making their way towards me but I had already gone making my way to my sanctuary the nurses office.

When I got there I threw open the doors and the nurse came up to me asking why I was drenched in water to which I replied that it was another prank.

Soonyoungs pov

We were shocked about what happened jihoon just walked in and was drenched by a bucket but as we started making our way to him he ran off.
We turned to the class and asked who did it
"Why do you care ?"
"Yeah he deserves it for being a faggot "
Each time they said something it made me more angry
" Shut up ,now I asked who did it"
" me " a boy with blonde hair said
"And why? "
"Like they said he deserves it"he says confidently and that is when my anger took over and I punched him
" this is your first warning do it again and I'll punch you harder" I said with a glare turning around and going to the infirmary, seems like I'm always there.
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