Jihoon pov
When I reached the front door I was about to put the key in the lock when the door swung open revealing...
My dad.He wasn't supposed to be home until later
"Why weren't you here ? "He asks in a surprisingly calm voice ...not a good sign
"I-I'm sorry I w-was at school doing w-work"
"I told you to come straight home and clean up !" He said gritting his teeth slowly becoming more angry
"I k-know"
"Well if you knew you should have been here"
"It won't happen again "
"Damn right it won't because I'm gonna teach you a lesson to NEVER be late again" grabbing hold of my arm he drags me into the house the tightest of my arm making me whimper.He then does something I never expected him to do .. punch me. I try to block it but I'm not strong enough.
A kick to the stomach
A hit to the face
And so on all while throwing the same insults I here at school
"Gay "
"Fat "
"Freak "I don't care about them words I'm used to hearing them so they don't have much affect on me but what he said next hurt me the most
"Mistake , you shouldn't have been born you are NOT MY SON"
I never expected him to say that I mean I knew he probably thought about it but I thought deep down inside him he was still the father I knew when I was young. I was wrong.Flashback 3rd person
Jihoon and his mum dad and brother went to the park and had a game of catch and seeing how many they can catch before one of them drops it. Of course Jihoon being the youngest dropped it but no anger was there just laughter.
That was when everything was good then a few years later everything went wrong.
"Mom, dad?" His older brother asked
"Yes son"
" I have important news and i don't want you to hate me for it"
" have you got a girl friend finally? And why would we hate you ?"His mum asked eyes glimmering with hope she always wanted a girl
"Well... I haven't got a girlfriend " he replied hesitantly
" why not ? Then what else could it be?"
"Mum dad I haven't got a girlfriend because I don't like girls"
"What do you -" his dad paused as if realising
"YOUR GAY ?!!!"his dad growled
" y- yes"
" YOONGI GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW WE DONT ACCEPT GAY PEOPLE"
"B-but"
"GET OUT NOW!"
"Fine" he says getting his stuff and leaving never to be seen again2 years later
Jihoon told them the same thing .. they still were angry but didn't kick him out not because they didn't want to it was that they couldn't as he was still under age.The beating happened for at least 20 minutes with me screaming to stop and every blow getting harder when everything stopped.
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Fighting my monsters
FanfictionWhen Jihoon falls into depression after being abandoned by his family for being gay and being teased at school can the 12 new boys pull him out or will he drown in the darkness of his mind ? Ongoing Warning ⚠️ mentions of Self harm Depression Eati...