Jihoons pov
I woke up to a bright light blinding me at first I thought that I was finally free until I heard a beeping it sounded like a heart beat monitor
Beep beep beep
Was the only sound in the room I groaned in pain when I sat up, even though it was quiet and I thought I was alone I suddenly heard shuffling. When I looked up I saw the new kid, soonyoung. What was he doing here?
As if hearing my thoughts he said that he had found me against the lockers unconscious and when he took me to the school nurse she had told him to bring me to the hospital.It was then that the reality sunk in
I was in the hospital that means that monster will be told about it.Shit...
I need to get out of here. My heartbeat increased and was beating against my chest like a steel drum the heart monitor beside be going out of control.Suddenly I felt to closed in and trapped I threw of the sheets but before I could get anywhere I felt a hand on my shoulder making me panic even more all I could feel was that mans hands on me. I flayed about trying to get out my breathing picking up speed.I couldn't breathe and it felt like I was dying I lost track of my surroundings and all the voices where fading into a blur. At this point I was clawing at my throat trying to breathe the hand on my shoulder had left a while ago and I was barely holding onto my consciousness. No matter how hard I tried to even out my breathing it wasnt working and was just making it worse. Then I was surrounded by darkness again.
At least I can breathe now.
Nightmare
Fag
worthless
usless
nerd
Die
Kill yourself
Voices were surrounding me as people without faces trapped me in a corner feeding on my fear and growing more and more towering over me.
'Stop'
'No more'
'Leave me alone'
'Help'
'Yoongi'End nightmare
I woke up with a scream and tears were streaming down my face. Yoongi... why did you leave me. Please come back. Save me.
Soonyoungs pov
When I told him that he was in the hospital his face changed and he looked as if he had just been given a death sentence, but before I could say anything else the heart monitor started beeping and his heart rate was going frantic. He tried to get out of the hospital bed but before he could I reached out and grabbed his shoulder.on second thoughts maybe I shouldn't have done that because next thing I knew he was having panic attack and looked like he couldn't breathe I let go after he started flaying about. I frantically pressed the button above the bed to call for help and they came rushing in but before they could even try to calm him down he had fallen unconscious.
" what happened?" One of the doctors asked me so I told him that once I mentioned that he was in the hospital he started to have a panic attack. The worry on their faces was evident. They told me that they had tried to contact his family but no one responded and asked me if I was his friend, to which I responded yes.
They said that they had reason to believe he was being abused at home because of all of the bruises on him and the fact that despite some serious injuries he had not been to the hospital to sort them out.
I began to worry at this point because if he was being abused at home then he isn't safe there.About ten minutes into the conversation with the doctors I heard a voice coming from beside me that sounded like jihoons but when I turned around to look at him he was still asleep. I could make out some of the words he was saying.
"Stop" ," help" and "yoongi" where the most clear though. That left an unanswered question who is yoongi?
A/N sorry for the really late update but I have been struggling about what to write please give me ideas on how to reveal yoongi and anything else
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