Fighting my monsters

chapter 18

Jihoons pov

Oh no
What have I done
Lee jihoon you absolute idiot why cant you keep your mouth shut now the secrets out, your sad life has now been revealed.

"Jihoon- " a voice broke me out of my thoughts
"Dont, I dont want to talk about it .. at least not yet" I interrupted stopping whatever was going to be said."that's ok I wont make you talk about it if you dont want to just yet, but is it ok it I ask you one question?" The same soft voice asked to which I replied yes to.
" did your dad ever hurt you" wow he really went straight for it didnt he.
"Yes" more times than you can imagine.

There we go the secret is really out now, there is no turning back from this now hes going to abandon you like everyone else and you will be alone yet again. But then I hear the words I would least expect.

" I know we dont know eachother that well but i would like to be your friend and help you through this, will you let me and will you come to stay at mine to keep you safe? ,its ok if you say no but I'd rather I know you are are safe then in the hands of someone who would hurt their own child" , I think those words may be the nicest thing I've heard someone say to me since the incident, atleast if I accept his offer I wont be near that monster.

You're a burden he doesn't actually want to do this, he only saying that because the doctors are here
As if reading my mind he says " and dont think your a burden, I'm doing this because I want to not because I have to, you mean so much more than you believe and I will help you fight your monsters away and find yourself again" I felt tears cascade down my face  and my heart feels slightly less heavy, the weighing feeling on my chest not being as much all I could do was mutter out a small "thank you"

Then a doctor who had apparently heard all that broke the silence that was left saying that they are under legal obligation to tell the police about that monster, my so called father. But that they need my permission to do so. I thought about everything I had gone through and at first I didnt want to turn him into the police but one pleading look from soonyoung was enough to changed my mind.

"Ok, I will let you report it, I just cant talk about everything just yet so please dont make me " I pleaded the last part, in hopes that atleast one thing would go my way
" I know you wont feel comfortable talking about it just yet but you need to atleast answer a few questions by the police, if you dont the trial may not be in your favour, are you ok with that?"

No

"ok but I wont talk to them alone and they need to be female cops" the doctor nodded his head and said that he promises to make sure that I feel as safe as possible and asked who I would want with me when being questioned, to which I replied "Soonyoung" eventhough I dont really know him that well I feel like he wont tell anyone plus he has this kind aura around him that makes me feel safe.

A/N that's it for this update, I have been debating whether to carry on writing this book, but have decided that I will be continuing it, sorry for the inconsistent updates hope you enjoyed it, if you are still reading the book thank you for staying around
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