Betrayal {Fifth book of Bad At Love series} still fixing cover sry

Betrayal

Life was going great. Everything was going great. But of course when things are going great something is bound to go wrong. "Baby!" I said walking upstairs to our room. I stared at what was in my hand in disbelief. I walked into our room and he was sitting on my side of the bed. He looked up and smiled at me. I slid it in my back pocket.

"What you want? You seem worried." He said concerned. My heart broke. I opened my mouth but words couldn't come out of them. I pulled it out of my pocket. "Stop playing me Johnathan you know I know that ain't possible."

"Yeah it ain't possible between us." I said. "And Why Johnathan? Couldn't you have called me John? Why'd you flip out do fast Bradley. Because you know your fucking girlfriend messed up by throwing this away in the bathroom trash can?!" I yelled and I threw it at him. "It sure as hell ain't mine!" Reality hit me when I said that. "It's ain't mine." I whispered. "You, you, you cheated on me." I said and I looked at his as tears filled my eyes. "Get out." I whispered.

"What?!"

"Get out!" I yelled. "I can't tolerate your cheating ass anymore!" I yelled. "The doors that way!"

"John..."

"No there's no John Wait I'm sorry!" I said and I went quiet. "I hope you cried tears of joy when you found out. All this shit was fabricated. I thought you actually loved me. Damn you fooled me. Go get your Grammy for acting Bradley. You lied to my face, you smiled when I told you I loved you. You not only smiled, you told me you loved me back. Bradley life ain't about lying. You lied to me for five whole years Bradley. I'm twenty eight now. I thought I had it made with you. I thought we were gonna make it. Shit i don't know if at some point you were happy. But I know you weren't happy long enough to get your chick pregnant. I love you Bradley, I still do. It doesn't matter you cheated, no matter what you do I'm always gonna love you. But I love you enough to let you go and live a happy life without me." I said. Tears fell down my face. It's like i could remember everything we did. "I don't wanna talk anymore, get out of my house." I cried and I shut my door in his face. I laid down and pulled the covers over me. They smelled like him. I cried even more. I cried myself to sleep. I woke up with a tear stained face. "Bradley Baby please wake up I had the worst drea...m" I whispered once I realized he wasn't beside me. "This isn't a dream, my baby is actually gone." I cried. "I'm sorry baby please come back. I forgive you, I can't live without you. I married you." I cried to myself
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I walked into practice with my head down. I grabbed a ball and started to shoot. I didn't notice if people were talking about me nor did I care. I shot around for a while. I was finally clearing my head when his laugh broke through my silence. I looked over and he was ok the phone laughing. I shook my head and kept shooting. "I'll get traded soon enough." I mumbled. I kept shooting around.

"John!" Otto yelled and I looked over. "Are you and Bradley over?" He lip-synced and I looked away and nodded yes. I went back to shooting.

I walked out of practice relieved it was over. I pulled up to the nearest club and walked in. "Strongest drink, three of em. One at a time though." I said and the lady at the bar nodded. She slid me one. I'm pretty sure it was straight up vodka mixed with whiskey. It didn't taste good but I drank all three anyways. I was drunk and dead to the world.