The heart has no idea what it wants

Prologue

I cry my eyes out as I read my mothers letter from beyond the grave. Not only am I crying of grief, but I have never felt more alone.! Why couldn't she have told me what I was before she died, at least I would have someone to talk to about it. Her letter reads,

"My dearest daughter,I am so sorry to be telling you this in a letter. I wanted to wait to tell you face to face on the day of your eighteenth birthday when you would first shift, But I have run out of time so here it goes...I am a werewolf apart of the blue crescent moon pack. Your father is a vampire apart of the silver fang clan. Which makes you both werewolf and vampire.We are royalty in our bloodlines but Our family's did not approve of our love so we both gave away our leadership roles to run away and be together. When you turn eighteen you will either shift or grow fangs, it's not likely that you will grow both but you might considering our royalty, but it is very rare. On This day not only will you inherit your abilities but you will also most likely find your mate which is basically a soul mate, who you have been destined to be with. You can reject this person if you do not wish to be with them but I would recommend it only as a last resort if you are completely sure that they are not the person you want to be with. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you these things sooner. We wanted you to have a normal childhood away from all the danger that could come with what we are. Just know that if you are reading this we are dead but we don't want you to be upset just know that we loved you very much Hazel Brial Burns and we are very very proud of you we left the house in your name and it is paid off completely and we have put a bank account with plenty of money in it so you don't have to worry about being taken care of . Please be safe my love and be happy -MoM&DaD

I set the letter down and picked up the necklace my mother left me in the bottom of the envelope and slipped it on around my head. It was beautiful it had a blue gem in the center with a wolf wrapped around the side of it howling upwards. I played with the cold piece of jewelry between my finger tips as I lye in my bed and quietly sobbed to myself,thinking about the funeral that took place today
,thinking about my parents letter. My eighteenth birthday was in two weeks during Christmas break. I wasn't so much thinking about what was said in the letter. I still hadn't processed that. I was more thinking of how this would be the first birthday that I spend without my parents, and it devastated me. I lied in bed just crying until I let the dark consume me.....

<<<<Picture of Hazel on the side played as Phobe Tonkin