HOLLER. 》 Dan x Reader || Danisnotonfire

Chapter 35|| "I love you because you're you"

This is the last chapter y'all...

Don't worry though.

I got something planned ;)

(TRIGGER WARNING: there is ALOT of graphic stuff in this chapter. Like...ALOT. Also there's a lot of strong language so I just wanted y'all to know that)

(I also don't really know how realistic this chapter is with what happens in the end but like bare with me Bc I've had writers block and I needed an idea okayokaay)

-DAN-

I swear the cracks in my heart were visible through the tears that streamed down my cheeks.

This wasn't supposed to happen. It wasn't supposed to end like this. My eyes shift down to my bloody sneakers, then to my shaky hands.

What the fuck did I do?

-2 hours earlier-

Y/N and I had been feeling a little risky earlier and had managed to steal some alcohol from a small corner store. I never mentioned this to Y/N, but I've been quite the heavy drinker for a while. Ever since I was 15, it was another escape from reality.

Y/N plops down next to me as I sit in the grass with the bottle of alcohol.

"You going to share that?" She smirks.

I take a big sip and look over at her.

"I didn't know you drink." I say, handing her the bottle.

She takes a huge gulp and scrunches her nose up making a face as she swallows it.

"I don't." she says, giggling.

I shake my head and let out a laugh.

"So how is it?" I ask.

"How is what?" she asks, furrowing her brows.

"The alcohol." I laugh.

"Oh!" She says, blushing a little. "SOO good! I LOVE it mmmm yummy!" she says sarcastically.

I laugh at the sarcasm.

"No," she starts again, laughing. "It's awful. It tastes the way rubbing alcohol smells and burns my throat."

"It tastes like nothing to me," I say, taking another sip. I look over at her. "you're funny, you know that?"

"Why thank you," She says, looking at me. "I try."

I pass the bottle to her and let her take a few more sips. We finish the bottle after about another 20 minutes of talking, and Y/N speaks up.

"Okaaayyy thATTS enough." She slurs her words.

I pull out the other bottle and smirk at her.

"There's one more." I hold it up to show her.

"Nooo no. No more for me." She says through closed eyes.

"Who said it was for you?" I laugh and start to drink it.

Y/N opens her eyes and watches me gulp it down. Her smile kind of fades as she watches. Lowering the bottle from my mouth, I wipe off my lips with my sleeve and look over at her.

"What?" I ask.

"How do you drink that so easily?"

"It's not that hard if you've been drinking for a while." I shrug.

"Are you-" Y/N let's out a loud burp. She quickly covers her mouth. "Oopsies," She squeaks. "Sorry." She blushes.

I laugh.