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Evangeline

"Sephy!" I called running through the house and directly into the kitchen. There she was!
"Evangeline, where the hell have you been? And why are you here?" She laughed her amazing laugh, her smile lighting up her face and revealing her pearly white teeth.
"I actually can't remember," I said my brows furrowing,
"I've done the dishes so it's your turn to cook," I glanced down at her adorned in the most beautiful white summer dress, her golden hair cascading down her back.
"Steak sarnies then?" I laughed throwing open the drawer, "where's the pan?" I quizzed,
"Evangeline, what do you mean?"
"The pan it's missing from the drawer? Everything else is there but no pan," she smiled at me once again. "You said you'd washed up?" Suddenly giggles from the back garden making me avert my gaze to the kitchen window. Two beautiful little boys running around playing with a large dog, rolling in the grass.
"Evangeline," sephy whispered standing beside me, the boys glanced over my way before throwing open the door and running inside,
"Mummy!" They said in sync throwing themselves into my legs and embracing me tightly. My heart skipped a beat as I lifted both boys into my arms,
"Sephy?" A chill ran through my spine, realisation settling in my brain, "and I'm here? You live here?"
"What did you think I was going to do? Let them go somewhere else?"
"What's happening?" I felt pressure on my lips and I closed my eyes.
"You're dying Evangeline,"
"No I can't be dying," I ran my fingers over my lips,
"Gray, he's a good one Evangeline. You chose well." Shaking my head tears sprung into my eyes,
"What do you mean, he left me, without a trace."
"You'll understand eventually, he just kissed you. You can still go back Eve, if you can feel his kiss you can go back," looking down I felt the weight of my boys on my hips. They look exactly like their daddy, dark hair, green eyes, olive skin.
"I can't leave them again, i won't, I don't want you to leave me again," I sobbed,
"But what about what you have down there? Three of these babies waiting for their mummy, a husband waiting for his wife,"
"He left me,"
"He saved you,"
"No the doctors saved me,"
"No, Cas shot you. Gray left to save you, now it's time to go. Boys say see you soon to mummy and come to Auntie Sephy," they did exactly as they were told, panic consuming me, a huge pressure building in my chest, no I couldn't leave them again, "we love you,"