The biggest secret !Complete!

Is death as easy as they say?

Gray

"You fucking made me kiss her goodbye," I screamed, absolutely livid. Rage coursing through me, a fire burning in the pit of my stomach. Squaring up to my father who'd backed himself against a wall. My fists clenched by my sides as the world went red.
"Would you rather you hadn't?" His calm tone angered me further, my teeth grinding together in my mouth.
"She can't fucking die! I swear to god! I can't lose her!"
"Grayson," my dad spoke again but then nothing else came out. He believed she was going to die. "I need to go ring your mother," and then he left. He left me in the hall, listening to the doctors working on my wife only a single door blocking me from her but it felt like a labyrinth. I ran my hands through my hair, my back against the wall and slowly slid down until I hit the floor. Please god don't let me lose her.

"Gray," my eyes flicked open and for a split second i forgot where I was, the reality hit me when I realised I had no feeling in either leg. The cold tile floor underneath me numbing me.
"Where is she?" I croaked through my sore, hoarse throat and glanced around the silent halls.
"She's in the room still,"
"How long was I out?"
"A couple of hours," the next words fell out of my mouth uncomfortably and impossibleIs to take back.
"Is she dead?" I whisper.