𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎 Ξ donah

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daniel had dared to kiss him the night before in front of all those who were at the bar and jonah couldn't have been happier.

but the big moment was over. they were back to reality. and everyone knew that's reality sucks.

and jonah was worried. concerned about daniel's constant nightmares and the effect they had on his life. because it wasn't a good one.

and that's why the older one was supporting him every second at every moment although he couldn't deny that he was terrified of f losing him. just imagining daniel scared made his chest tighten and his stomach felt strange but he loved daniel. and that was why he tried to do the best for daniel.

the problem was that he didn't know what was the best for daniel. having jonah near or away from him.

what a strange thing is love.

that's why when jonah met daniel in the kitchen he felt a tremendous desire to smile. only daniel's presence made him that happy.

then daniel looked at him and almost dropped his glass of juice. jonah scared him, he thought everyone was up playing fornite. the young one stepped back and leaned back against wall to regain his balance.

"do you see me as the bad guy?" asked jonah, worried about daniel.

what? wondered daniel, without knowing what was jonah talking about.

daniel's reaction had led him to think that. and jonah didn't want to scared daniel.

"no," replied the blue-eyed boy quickly.

daniel took a deep breath before continuing to speak. he needed to think about what he was going to say. he drank what was left of the juice and set the glass on the table.

then daniel spoke again. "i don't see you as the bad guy, i see you as someone i want.. someone iwho desire and that scares me."

jonah didn't expect that.

"oh." the older one didn't know what should he said at that moment. or what should he do.

"hey guys, interview time!" said zach entering the room.

daniel looked away hiding his face. he didn't want to look at jonah now.

the blue eyed boy took a few steps back. "i have to prepare myself." daniel said trying to leave the room but zach stopped him.

"there's no time for that, we're late." zach spoke again.

jonah was standing with his eyes fixed on daniel. desire.

daniel desire me.

jonah's body was shaking. daniel was exposing himself because what he felt about jonah was something that mattered to him.

"man. move, "said jack pushing jonah at seeing that he didn't move. "the uber is already out."

they didn't take long to arrive at the place of the interview. the interviewer was a twenty-year-old girl who had a youtube channel and was very excited to meet them.