Adopted By Ronnie Radke [COMPLETED]

chapter 26

~Jackys POV~

I woke up to a screaming baby, I looked over to see Piper was gone.

I got up out of bed and walked out of the back room to see piper trying to calm her down.

I walked over to her, she looked up at me tears running down her face.

"I've tried everything I've tried feeding her changing her diaper and burping her, Jacky I think she hates me."

I sat down next to her.

"she doesnt hate you love, here let me see her."

piper handed Alice over to me.

I held her and sang to her.

I may not be the best but at least its worth a try.

the song I sang was "The Drug In Me Is You" I didnt sing it the way Ronnie does I sang it softly and gently.

I heard a knock upon my door the other day

I opened it to find death staring in my face

The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates

Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case

My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine

Adrenaline kicks in, shifts into overdrive,

Your secrets keep you safe, your lies keep you alive

Snake eyes every single time, you roll with crooked dice

(Ah)

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)

The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt

Running from my past, I'm praying feet don't fail me now

I've lost my goddamn mind

It happens all the time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

I got these questions always running through my head

So many things that I would like to understand

If we are born to die and we all die to live

Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?

(Ah)

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)

The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt

Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now

I've lost my goddamn mind

It happens all the time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

I've lost

Myself

You tried to reach me but you just can't help me

So long

Goodbye

You tried to save me, it won't work this time

'Cause now

I've lost my fucking mind

And there's no fucking time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

Oh, can't you see?

Can't you see?

she eventually fell asleep in my arms.

"there."

I smiled and looked over to piper.

"that was amazing, your voice and how you got her to sleep."

she kissed my cheek and smiled hugging me from the side and we both looked down at Alice.

"its funny how something so small can be so loud." I chuckled.

"I know." she smiled and gently touched Alice's cheek.

we sat there like that for a while then we decided to put her back in her crib and go back to bed.

~1 week later~

~Pipers POV~

This was our last week on tour and then we were going back home and then the week after would be mine and jackys wedding I was so excited, yesterday was my birthday so now I'm 17 and its basically legal for us to get married. I haven't explained it to him yet what I wanted the theme to be but today I was going to tell him my dream wedding if he didn't want that then we could just combine our two ideas if he had any.

I was walking out of the bus to see if Jacky was out there and he was but so was someone else, that someone else was a girl and she was all over him, he had his hand on her waist and she was kissing him.

"I said get off I'm engaged." he said.

"so what not like she's gonna find out."

I was now crying I took the ring off and threw it at him.

"I HATE YOU JACKY VINCENT I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" I screamed as I ran off.

I could hear him calling out for me then him chasing me, I ran harder and faster.

"PIPER WAIT COME BACK PLEASE!!"

I heard him yell.

didn't stop I didn't want to.

"how could he, I thought he loved me."

I thought to myself as I kept running not caring were my legs took me.