Selina Winchester (Supernatural: Season 4) [SPN Fanfic]

Lazarus Rising [3]

Dean and Bobby were seated on the couch, Selina sitting on Dean's lap.

Sam entered and passed out bottles of beer, handing Selina a cola, then sat across from Dean. "So what were you doing around here if you weren't digging me out of my grave?"

"Well, once I figured out I couldn't save you, I started hunting down Lilith, trying to get some payback," Sam explained.

Selina nearly choked on her soda "So you left me alone in a motel room so you could go hunt Lilith by yourself?!"

Dean frowned at the statement, standing up.

"Uh, yeah, I'm sorry, Selina. I should have called. I was pretty messed up,"

"Yeah, well you weren't the only one," Selina muttered

Dean picked up a pink flowered bra and held it up. "Oh, yeah. I really feel your pain,"

"Anyways, uh, I was checking these demons out of Tennessee, and out of nowhere they took a hard left, booked up here," Sam continued

"When?"

"Yesterday morning,"

"When I busted out,"

"You think the demons are here because of you?" Selina questioned

"Or maybe after you, since they realized that Sam wasn't protecting you," Dean argued.

Selina rolled her eyes "Dean, I can handle myself quite well,"

"Why would the demons be after Dean?" Sam asked

"Well, I don't know...some badass demon drags me out and now this? It's gotta be connected somehow,"

"How you feelin', anyway?" Bobby questioned

"I'm a little hungry,"

"Second that," Selina agreed as she raised her hand, causing Dean to smile as he ruffled her hair.

Bobby shook his head at the duo's antics "No, I mean, do you feel like yourself? Anything strange, or different?"

"Or demonic?" Selina finished "Bobby, I think I would have sensed if Dean was a demon, plus you did the tests yourself,"

"Yeah. Well, listen. No demon's letting Dean out of the goodness of their hearts. They've gotta have something nasty planned,"

"Well, I feel fine," Dean said

"Okay, look, we don't know what they're planning. We got a pile of questions and no shovel. We need help," Sam explained

"I know a psychic." Bobby replied "A few hours from here. Something this big, maybe she's heard the other side talking,"

"Hell yeah, it's worth a shot," Dean said

"I'll be right back," Bobby said as he left the room.

Dean stood up to leave.

"Hey, wait." Sam stood up "You probably want this back," he reached into his collar and pulled out Dean's amulet. Sam placed it in Dean's hand.

Dean looked at it, touched. "Thanks,

"Yeah, don't mention it," Sam said as Dean put the amulet on "Hey Dean, what was it like?"

"What, Hell? I don't know, I, I must have blacked it out. I don't remember a damn thing,"

Sam nodded "Well, thank God for that,"

"Yeah," Dean sighed.

***

Selina flicked on the light in the bathroom, looking back towards where the boys were laughing and talking as if Dean had never gone to hell. She understood the risk she was taking, it was to keep her family safe. Selina looked down at her phone as it once more vibrated with a notification.

***

Dean laughed as he and Sam took another sip of beer, he couldn't help but glance towards the bathroom where Selina had been for the last couple of minutes. Dean glanced back over at Sam as his phone rang.

"Yeah?" Sam said as he picked up his phone "Okay. We're on our way down," Sam hung up the phone and looked at Dean "Look's like Bobby's psychic might have just pulled through, wants us to meet him in the parking lot so we can head over,"

"I'll let Selina know," Dean stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He raised his hand to knock, only to be startled when Selina opened the door on him.

Selina took a startled step back, Dean glancing towards the toilet as the water receded. "Geezus, Dean, you scared me..."

Dean cleared his throat as he looked back at Selina "Sorry...uh...are you ok?"

"Fine, a girl can't pee?"

"Uh...uh huh...Bobby's waiting for us down in the parking lot so we can go see his psychic,"

"Oh great. Let's go then," Selina smiled as she walked passed Dean. But despite her flushing the remnants of what occurred those past four months Dean was in hell, Selina couldn't help but still feel the tightened chest of guilt on her conscience.