NCT IMAGINE

Weishen V

I was sitting on the couch. I wiped my tears away and went to grab a glass of water. I heard a knock on the door. I chugged the water and put it in the sink. I walked to the door — taking a deep breath in and out. I opened it. It was Sicheng. "Come in." I said. He came inside and i closed the door. "Are you ok?" He asked me. "Yeah, how is everyone?" I asked. I couldnt look at him in the eye, so i was looking at the turned off tv. "Hendery, Yangyang, and Lucas are fine. Kun and Ten went out somewhere. Xiaojun locked himself in his room. And im here chilling." He said. "Why did Xiaojun lock himself?" I asked. "He didnt say. We got home and he went straight to his room." Sicheng said. "Ten said that Kun shouldnt be near Xiaojun right now. So, thats why Ten took him out." Sicheng continued. "Is Kun mad... at Xiaojun?" I asked. "I think so. Which is very rare. Since Kun doesnt really get mad." Sicheng said. "Did something happen?" He asked. "Maybe. Can I trust you?" I asked him. "Yeah." Sicheng said.

I told him everything. The same thing i told Ten, i told Sicheng. "Damn... so what I'm getting from this is Kun is jealous of Xiaojun. Ahh right right, right when you fell Kun was gonna go to you. But Xiaojun got to you before him. Then you left running. Kun followed, but i guess he lost you." Sicheng said. "Im such a whore." I said covering my face with my hands. I felt Sicheng hands remove mine. "You arent. Just think about it. You liked Xiaojun because he made you feel like how Kun treated you, yes? The whole time you still liked Kun." Sicheng said. With that the conversation ended.

"Listen, i gotta get going. If anything happens, just call me." Sicheng said after a few minutes of silence. I got up and lead him to the door. "Get home safe." I said hugging him. I opened the door. I watched him walk away from my place. I closed the door and laid on the couch. My phone then started ringing. It was in the kitchen and i was lazy to get it. I then heard knocking on my door. My phone kept ringing. I went to answer my phone. "Hello?" I asked. The other line was quiet. Only sobs being heard, i checked the caller and it was Xiaojun. "What happen?" I asked. I went to open the door. It was Kun. "I love you." They both said at the same time. "M-me? Sorry this is... um to sudden." I said, answering both of the boys. Kun stayed quiet. "I am going to head over at night." Xiaojun said before hanging up. "Sorry, i saw you with Xiaojun and thought... i lied to myself, i thought i liked you as a friend. But then i started talking to Ten about my feelings... he told me that I like you. When I saw you hugging Xiaojun, i thought i lost you. Thats when i realized... i am in love with this girl." He confessed. I stayed quiet. "I know its all hard to take in. Especially after what happen. You can take your time. Think about it. Ill get going then." He said before leaving. I watched him leave — without saying a word. I slowly closed the door. I sighed before heading back to the couch and putting my phone on the coffee table.

I thought for a few minutes about everything. "I need Sicheng." I mumbled to myself before grabbing my phone and clicking his name. "Hello?" He answered. "They both told me that they love me." I said. "Who?" Sicheng asked surprised. "Kun and Xiaojun. Xiaojun told me while crying, and Kun came to my house. Xiaojun said he is coming later. Im scared. I dont know who to choose. Im scared to hurt one of them." I said. "Choose none." Sicheng said. "Instead of hurting only one, wouldnt it be easier to hurt all of them. At the end, you guys wouldnt get married." Sicheng said. "All?" I asked. "I-I mean... yeah, all of th-them." He stuttered. I heard his voice shaking. "Are you alright?" I asked him. "Me? Maybe, i dont know. Dont worry though, be safe." He said before hanging up.

I recieved a phone call. Ten. "What?" I said picking up the call. "So... you got confessed by Kun. What are you feeling?" He asked happily. "Death." I answered with a monotonous voice. "What? Why? Shouldnt you be happy?" He asked. "Happy that i might hurt two boys that i liked? That seems a little crazy. Is Sicheng at the dorms?" I asked. "No, he hasnt come yet. I thought he was with you." Ten answered. "He left a while ago. I called him, telling him what happen. I think he was gonna cry, i dont know. His voice was shaky." I said. "You got three bitches now. How do you feel?" Ten said jokingly. "Does this seem like a joke to you?" I scoffed. "This isnt a joke. I can hurt them all. I dont want to end our friendship. Like Sicheng said, at the end we arent getting married." I said, my voice getting louder. "Im sorry." Ten said quietly. "Im so done with this." I said. "I just... i just want to leave." I whimpered. "Listen... its ok. Just tell them you want to stay friends, because you are scared to break your friendship." Ten said. "I gotta go, Kun just came in. Bye." He said before ending the call.

I deeply sighed. "I hate this." I mumbled. I went to messages and quickly texted Kun.

I then went into my messages with Sicheng.

He didn't answered quick — as he usually does. I ignored that. I then heard the door knock. I opened it and it was...

LMAOOO ITS ALWAYS WHEN THE SOMEONE IS KNOCKING. who do yall think it is this time?? Im posting this early bc im sick and havent been in school for 2 days. Im also writing a loona, moonbyul, lucas, and leo&n ff atm sksks. Anyway since im talking about shit im doing, go read my other books chingus. Also i didnt edit this bc im tooooo tired smh.