Changing✔|| Book 1

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Chapter 31: the four lettered word

We've just had dinner as we are now going to bed.

I walk up to bed first as I change into my pyjamas shorts and Zeke's oversized shirt.

Zeke enters the room as I remove my make up.

"Can we talk about your attitude earlier on" I say to him as he removes his shoes.

"Don't try to piss me off. I'm tryna have a peaceful night." He says as my eyes widen.

"You got the nerve, talking that shit to  me." I say to him but he ignores me as he removes his socks.

"What is your problem Zeke?" I ask him.

"My problem is I don't like being disrespected." He says to me.

"How the fuck did I do that?" I ask him

"That scene at the restaurant with that fucken boy there. What do you call that?" He asks me.

"Omg. What did we do. He's a fucking waiter there. Did I flirt with him? No. Did I kiss him? No. Did I suck is dick? No no and no. What the hell is your problem!" I'm just yelling at him now.

"I feel like every single guy is just tryna get with you and that makes me so angry and worried. Fuck" he says as he runs his hand through his hair in frustration. While sitting on the bed.

I go up to him and I sit on the floor in front of him.

"Zeke. Zeke look at me. I'm with you. You're the guy I wanna be with. I may talk to guys and whatever but none of them mean anything to me. You're the one that's special." I say to him.

"I'm so sorry bear. I'm just so insecure about these things you know." He says with frustration.

"Hey hey hey... look at me. I love you" I say to him finally.

"That's the second time you've said that to me." He says and my eyes widen.

"What do you mean?" I ask him as he pulls out his phone and he shows me a video.

After watching the video I look at him and he's laughing.

"Omg. I'm never drinking again." I say and he laughs.

"I love you. So much" he says and I smile.

I stand in front of him. As I remove my shirt and I have my boobs exposed. Zeke looks at me and not once does he break contact and looks at my boobs.

I remove my pants and I help remove his clothes as I get on top of him and I start kissing him as I'm in my underwear and he's shirtless but wearing his pants. We start kissing and I'm laying on my back as he is on top of me. He kisses my neck and I moan.

We start kissing and he rubs his hard member on me and I moan as I'm in my underwear.

"Zeke" I say to him.

"Hmmm" he replies.

"I want you to make love to me" I say just as he looks at me for a second. I know this might be too soon but I need him right now and I want to do it with him. I love him so much. A few months ago I'd never imagine myself in this position. I went from not having friends at all to gaining 4 of them and I fell in love with one of them. My dad would freak out but thank God for putting Corletta in my life. My dad has so much on his hands that I'm grateful for because I'm no longer his only priority. Wait why am i thinking about my dad right now.

"Fuck it" he says as he gets up to go to his bag and he comes back with a foil wrapper of condom and I help him remove his pants. Now he is in his underwear and he kisses my neck and his hand travels down my vagina as he fingers me.