Just another Instagram based book
Includes: Randy, Jacklyn and a few good friends of mine.
Started
January 2 2019
Finished
may 24 2019
cover by duffrise
Warning: this does mention self harm, depression and the hospital so if those things trigger you then read at your own risk.
•rye beaumont•
"You alright love?" Andy asked as he pulled the blankets over us as we were cuddled up on the hospital bed and watching Netflix on his laptop.
I didn't respond, I just couldn't.
Andy kissed my softly on my cheek, then my nose then my lips.
"Everything happens for a reason Rye, I know you weren't okay even without telling me, I just knew. I went through a stage like that in my life, depression sucks and it does get better you just have to fight and I know you have the will to do so, you're stronger then you think you are Ryan. Don't give up because a relapse happened. I feel bad because I can't help or know what's going on 24/7 but what I do know is that I'll be there for you 24/7 and I'll love you unconditionally and help you get stronger, I'll be your shoulder to cry on and I'll just be someone you can go to. ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS know that no matter what time of day it is or what time of night it is you can wake me, call me or talk to me and I'll help you to the best of my abilities, I love you too much to see you like this but I know self-harm isn't a come and go thing, you've worked so hard over the last few months and I'm so proud of you for opening up to me when I knew that it could've triggered you but yet you did so, I'm happy for you and I love you so much Rye, so much." Andy said as he kissed me again.
The way Andy kissed was the best kiss you'd ever get.
It was passionate and loving and caring and not hungry or aggressive at all, he knows what he's doing and he takes it slow and I could be more thankful of that.
After the kiss I cuddled up to him, tired and exhausted from last night and everything else.
"Get some sleep babe, I'll be here the whole time," Andy said softly
"Sean (rye's therapist) is suppose to be by later, let me know or wake me up if he comes into the room," I said sleepily before drifting off somewhere into the world of dreams.
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Fovvlar94 I know he posted this but he's my lifeline and I'm his, he's so strong and I know he is, he's alright just show him some love Tagged ryvebeaumont
