Just another Instagram based book
Includes: Randy, Jacklyn and a few good friends of mine.
Started
January 2 2019
Finished
may 24 2019
cover by duffrise
"Rye? Baby, wake up," Andy said softly as he ran his finger through my hair.
"Is Sean here?" I asked.
"You slept through him," he replied.
I sat up quickly.
"I told you to wake me up when he got here! I don't wanna have to go into his office this week Andy," I said, on the verge of crying.
"Baby, He said he'll be back. He just wanted to see how you were doing and when he saw you were asleep he left to give you some rest," Andy said softly as he caressed my cheek softly.
I leaned into it.
"You still look tired baby," He said softly.
"Because I am," I mumbled.
He chuckled then we heard a knock on the door to my room.
"Hey, I just need to make sure your cuts are healing alright," my nurse said.
I nodded as I let her take the bandages off.
~ When she was done Sean came in but now I was annoyed because I really didn't want to talk to him.
"I'm not like very therapist Rye, I want to help, to help you learn different ways of getting your emotions out and not use self-harm as a coping mechanism. I know it's not easy but I can talk to you and help you learn how to deal with things of you allow me too," Sean said.
I didn't say anything but mess with Andy's hoodie sleeve.
"It's fine baby, just talk if you want," Andy whispered then kissed me softly.
I nuzzled into him.
"Sean, I don't wanna talk today. I'll get your payment to you or whatever but please just go," I begged.
He nodded then left the room.
"I can't do this, I hate it Andy, I did this to myself and now I can't get out of it," I whimpered.
"I know baby, but you'll be out of here soon," He whispered, running his fingers through my hair.
"I won't. They always keep their eyes on the mentally ill patients to make sure we won't mess ourselves up even more," I said.
"Stop being like that Rye. You can't help this, self-harm is proven to be an addiction and you're NOT crazy for that. It's gonna be awhile before you're okay completely and I know you'll have your ups and downs but I'll be there, so just try and do your best and when you can't I'm here, I'm here for you," Andy said
I didn't say anything as I pulled my legs up to my chest and rested my head between them.
"I love you," Andy said.
"I love you more," I replied as I cuddled up to him then somewhere in between there, drifted off to sleep.
~ Ryvebeaumont
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