Baby Boy Blues ☁️R A N D Y☁️

T H I R T Y-T W O

•rye beaumont•

Andy💘-hey cutie we haven't talked in a hot minute, you alright?

Rye-you want the truth or the sugar coated answer.

Andy💘-the truth. Always the truth.

Rye-I've been okay I guess. I'm hanging in there. You don't know my past so please don't ask what's wrong and please don't tell me it's going to be okay because that just kinda irks me I guess.

Andy💘-well I'm here if you need me. Do you wanna call or anything?

Rye-not right now i think I'm okay.

Andy💘-alright. I'm here if you need and I know Brooklyn is too because I know that Brooklyn knows
Read 11:45pm

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I don't know how Andy did it but he picked up on my anxiety. I didn't really say anything but that and then maybe one day when we talk more and when we hang out more maybe I can tell him what happened and why I don't often date people.

Maybe just maybe I should start getting out there more then maybe the world will open up to me.

This was a bad chapter gross.

I want to cry because love anxiety 🤙

I want to rant 🥴