Back to this journal type of way like I did in Faded.
Who would read the second book to Faded if I published it?
Not bold italics is rye writing in the journal thing.
When I like write rye's stuff and his thoughts and journals that's me ranting in a discreet way so don't mind me.
•rye beaumont•
Most people don't understand how hard depression is and how tough it is to go through it.People think it's hard because you're sad all the time but it's not. The hardest part about it is you don't know the difference between happiness and sadness.
When i was diagnosed with depression my life made sense all the sudden.
My constant emotional pain and the fact of self harm and the fatigue and no motivation to do anything and so many other factors that went into depression and it just all made sense.
I know depression doesn't last forever but I've been struggling since I was 19 and I'm 22 almost 23 now and all I want it to be okay.
But god knows when that'll be.
Just takes time I guess.
A lot of time
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FanfictionJust another Instagram based book Includes: Randy, Jacklyn and a few good friends of mine. Started January 2 2019 Finished may 24 2019 cover by duffrise