Baby Boy Blues ☁️R A N D Y☁️

F I F T Y

wow we're at fifty chapters. i don't know exactly when i'll end the book but i don't wanna go over 100.

and all the people i rant to don't let me rant at this point but one so like i need a rant and to get a lot of shit off my chest

•rye beaumont•
  i woke up the next morning, forgetting about the clothes i was wearing and sat up, rubbing the tired out of my eyes.

"morning," andy said softly, sitting up and kissing me softly.

i blushed and kissed him back softly.

"you still look so beautiful, my god," andy said as he ran his fingertips over my thighs softly.

i blushed, reaching over and grabbing the grey joggers that went along with the outfit and put them on before going to brooklyn's room and surprisingly he was awake.

"so?" he asked as he waited in anticipation

"he lives for it," i replied.

"good! i told he would, he lives for a lot of things like that, believe me...i know," brooklyn said as he checked out my outfit.

"what?" i asked as i sat on his bed beside him.

"did you sleep in the or something else?" he asked.

"just the shirt," i replied blushing.

brooklyn smirked.

"don't smirk like that, you know it makes me uncomfortable, just the topic or thinking of sex can trigger me and we know that, ESPECIALLY you," i said, trying my best to not get annoyed at him.

he looked down in embarrassment

"sorry," he mumbled.

"i'm going out with mikey later, andy's also going and you'll have the house to yourself, maybe have things right with jack," i said.

he looked up from his computer quickly and with fear in his eyes.

"no," brooklyn said.

that was new, he never really said no unless he really didn't want too.

"why?" i pushed him for an answer.

"because," he went off.

"because why?" i urged.

"can you shut the fuck up about it, that's like pushing you to tell me what happened between you and adam in detail, so if you wanna go ahead and tell me then i'm ducking waiting," brooklyn said.

"you don't need to get offensive like that and don't bring in my past brooklyn, mines different. you weren't practically raped and hurt every. single. day. but i was and maybe you should think twice about bringing him into this, you know better then to mention him around me, you know that it makes me nervous and you know that and you're fucking fucking lucky that andy is at your door or i would've been breaking someway, i rarely ever get mad at you brooklyn but sometimes you need to learn how to shut up and stop," i said, taking a much needed breath.

i saw brooklyn clench his jaw as i got up and left the room.

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"what happened baby?" andy asked, running his fingertips softly against the back of my neck.

i shrugged, not in the mood to answer.

"just brooklyn," i replied.

"that doesn't help. i mean i don't understand what you guys were arguing about anyway," andy replied, trailing off the topic.

"you'll find out one day, just not now," i replied as i laid my head on his shoulder and sat there and just enjoyed being in his presence.

"i understand love," he replied, kissing my forehead tenderly before lacing his fingers with mine.

it was safe to say, i was completely and utterly head over heels for him.

right bad ending and it was rushed because i wanted to get this chapter out

ali (MissTaken17 ) and nikki (bluefovvs ) and soph (blushingxbeaumont)have helped me make a decision in a few things and thanks for that if you're reading this, i think you guys know what it is now if i just have the courage to do so then i think i'll be okay but i have my mind made up if that counts as anything :)

swear i'm annoying to you guys but i want to thank you guys for helping me reach that certain decision and hopefully it'll turn out for the better

PALSYOTFS
JJ