Baby Boy Blues ☁️R A N D Y☁️

F I F T Y-F I V E

right so sensitive topics mentioned

•andy fowler•
it's been two weeks, two weeks since rye was put in the hospital and i couldn't stand to see him hurt.

right now i was sitting in front of brooklyn, trying my best not to cry.

"i wanted him to tell you on his own time but it was something you needed to know, to understand why he did it and why he thinks it's better for him to go then try and cope with it," brooklyn said

i clenched my jaw, i've already cried enough.

"it's okay to cry andy, he's your boyfriend and i know that it's hard but that was only half of it, not even half maybe a third of it. i'm gonna let rye tell you, and you'll hear things that i've said but then again i did get permission from him to tell you and maybe it'll help you understand him a little bit better," brooklyn said, giving me a brotherly hug.

i hugged back before pulling away and going to my room.

i just, mental health affecting my life wasn't new because i've had depression but it's different when someone you love has it and it affects you and your emotions in many ways.

•brooklyn wyatt•
"what did you tell him?" rye asked, worry filling his voice over the phone.

"nothing that you didn't want me to tell him, i just told him about why you're in the hospital nothing else," i replied truthfully.

i heard him sigh in relief?

"are you okay though?" i asked.

"yeah, i'm just not looking forward to being here for god knows how long," he replied.

last time rye did something like this, he was admitted for almost a month because of how he did it.

"i know what you're thinking, hopefully i'll be out of here in 2-3 weeks and not a month," rye continued.

"i know but-" i was cut off

"i have to go, i'll talk later," rye said quickly before the line went dead

i sighed before i put my phone up and got ready for bed.

rye always worried me, being in and out of the hospital but this time he really did scare me

he scares andy

and jack and mikey and all the ones who care about him.

i'm hoping he can get better, no matter how long the journey

wow imagine being able to rant to people and have friends that you can rely on and rant too

imagine not making people upset and triggered by certain things

imagine being happy

because sis i can't relate

sorry for this shit and bad chapter