We Meet Again ~(Jc's Younger Sister)

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I kissed him.

I'm happy that I did what I did but upset because I basically just cheated. I don't know what I'm going to say to Xander.

Kian looked at me and I looked at him. And all I did was hugged him and he cried in my arms.

After a few minuets we went inside and he went to the bathroom and I went to look for Franny because I need some advice. I finally found her and pulled her out in the front.

"Hey what's wrong?" She asked.

"Fran I don't know what to do, I basically cheated on Xander, and now I just don't know what to do." I said.

"What do you mean that you cheated on Xander." She asked.

"I kissed kian..." she lightly gasped. "But I only did it because he was upset and he was freaking out so to calm him down...I kissed him."  I said and stared at nothing.

I was so angry at myself. I already see what is coming next.

hours later

It's finally daytime. And I'm so scared and nervous on what Xander is going to say.

I decide to go to his house and he should be up because it's only 12:30.

Walking up to his door made me feel so nervous I thought I was gonna pass out. I went to know but I didn't, I was scared to. Xander is a nice guy and I'm scared I'm going to hurt him.

I was pacing back and forth and I went and try to knock again but then he opened the door.

"Oh hey babe, I was actually gonna go to see if you were okay. Thought you might have a hangover or something." He said.

"Yeah umm... I actually am okay, but I kinda wanted to talk to you." I said shaking.

About an hour later

"So you are saying that you basically cheated, and it was only to calm him down?"

"Yes, and I was nervous to know what you'll say and react." I said.

"Okay but one thing I want to know is...do you love him?" He asked

"I...I don't know. I don't know how I feel about him. We've dated before so I don't know." I said.

He sighed, "okay well I forgive you, but this won't work, so I think we are better off as friends." He said.

I nodded with a tear falling down my face. I thought he would be hurt but really I'm the one who's hurt. I'm so confused right now.