Addicted

part eleven - 🔞

unedited.
selena's pov.

i checked my phone for any new messages from ethan, but found some from jane.

"are we ever going to talk about this?"

"i'm sorry."

"please just respond."

"the silence is killing me."

i turned my phone off and rolled onto my side, pulling my blanket up when my phone rang, "hello?"

"hey." ethan's voice surprised me, since he was so mad at me.

"hi?"

"i just wanted to call to say i'm sorry. i shouldn't have went off on you like that."

i let out a sigh of relief, "yeah it's fine."

"so you and grayson?"

i cut him off as fast as i can, "no."

"so what was that kiss about?"

"he was upset."

"i was upset why didn't i get any action."

"shut up ethan." i laugh, sitting up on my bed.

he laughs with me, "so i miss you, what're you doing?"

i look around my room, "um kinda just woke up."

"sel it's 3pm, is that why you weren't at school?"

"my bad."

"can i come over?"

i hear his usual knock pattern on my window, i got up from my bed to open it, "you know it'd be a lot easier for me if you'd just use the stairs like a normal person." he jumps in.

"but then your mom would know i was here."

"and.."

he frowned a little but then, "what do you wanna do today?"

i yawned, "sleep."

"there's a party tonight, i don't wanna go but i was invited, do you want to?"

i shake my head, "hell to the fucking no."

he laughs and nods, "i figured."

"so what was that whole argument even about?" i ask, changing the subject completely. i wanted to make sure he was okay.

he sits down on my bed, me sitting next to him. "i just, was a little fed up."

i raise my eyebrow, "about..?"

"you i guess."

"me?"

"it's just, you could get any guy you want. like i said, wifey material. but i don't think that's a reason for you to be dating so soon."

"what do you mean?"

"you just broke up with grayson. and you'll probably get back together by this time next week."

i know he didn't mean to be offensive but fuck i was so offended. "i can be single."

"you haven't been single since middle school."

"and you have!" i smile, just meaning that in a teasing way but he looked actually hurt from my meaningless comment.

"no i dated jess."

"she cheated on you in a day."

"maybe i just don't have good taste."

"probably not." i respond, ethan laughed to himself. okay.

you guessed it.

we somehow ended up at this party.

but how was i supposed to know it was jane's party?

ethan went to go get me a water, i sat on the couch waiting for him to come back from the kitchen. someone sat next to me but he didn't say anything so i just let it be.

"hey." grayson said from behind me, soon enough sitting on the coffee table in front of me.

"hi."

ethan came back, making room for himself between me and the random guy on the couch, handing me my drink and sipping on his own. grayson confused on why he was here with me.

"can we talk in private?" he asked, i looked to ethan, who shook his head 'no' as fast as he possibly could but still ended up saying yes, following him upstairs.

i get prepared to respond to whatever he has to say when he turns around after closing the door, but instead he just kissed me, lying me back on the bed that was directly behind me.

before i could even process what was going on he stuck his hand into my pants, rubbing me through my underwear.

i bit onto his shoulder, grayson climbing onto the bed with me.

"i don't think this is a good idea." i say in between breaths, before he slid my underwear to the side and pushed his finger in. i let out a throaty moan before grayson chuckled at me and tore his shirt off of his back.