Hidden Love {Finished}

forgiveness

I never knew how strong I was until I had to forgive someone who wasn't sorry, and accept an apology I never received

I opened the text she sent me
kz hey girly I'm very sorry about what happened. I shouldn't have told the girls to not be your friend. I'm sorry will u forgive me?
I thought for a second.
should I forgive her?
no.
yes.
no.
never.
me of course I will forgive you.
kz I knew you would. You're the best.
me :) I'll see you tomorrow
kz yup cya
me 👋
End of chat
I was a little shocked at her attempt to become my friend again. I definitely wasn't going to forget what she did or forgive her.
I set down my phone, grabbed a towel and went to take a shower.
After my shower I went straight to bed. No one was home so there wasn't anything to do. I was swarming in thoughts about Asher and kenzie and Jayden.
It was all too much for me. The only person that made me feel better was Asher and I can't even act like his girlfriend in public.

I woke up the next morning and dragged myself out of bed. I put on a yellow jacket and ripped jeans. I felt pretty today which made me happier.
I flew down the stairs and I was greeted with a note that said “ill be back Thursday”
At least its only a week this time. Last time my mom went away was for a month and all she brought back for me was candy and a half drank Starbucks.
I saw that my mom left her keys so I drove myself to school which I'm not allowed to do but my mom isn’t here to catch me.
I decided to be nice today and get the girls drinks. I'm not really sure how they would respond but maybe if I'm nice they'll talk to me.

best fwends
me dunkin orders?
kz hell yea
addison a bagel and an iced coffee
kz ^^
jaybae iced coffee
bellaaa black coffee
kz jeez why?
bellaaa I'm feeling a little sad today
me okkk
kz thanks anns you're the bestest
me i know
end of chat
nerd🤓
me what do you want from dunkin?
nerd🤓 ooooooooo iced coffee and a donut I'll pay you back at school
me no need all on me ;)
nerd🤓 okay thank ya
End of chat
I picked up the food and drinks on my way to school.
When i got to my locker it was swarmed with the girls waiting for me.
“ok ok. Calm down.” I said as I handed them their dunkin.
They said thank you to me as they scurried off to their classes and I was left alone until Asher came up behind me and tazed my hip with his hand. I screeched in pain and he shushed me loudly.
“I heard you have something for me.”
There was no one in the hallway except for us so I kissed his lips softly.
“Yes I do.” I gave him his drink and donut.
“Here you go.” He said putting a 5 dollar bill in my hand. “I insist.” I rolled my eyes and shoved it in my pocket.
“Go to class.” I told Asher pushing him away. He kissed my forehead and headed off to class.
Oh how that boy makes me smile so wide i look crazy.

A/N I'm feeling uninspired oof