Mental

37; an update on Hoseok

Nobody liked Hoseok anymore.

It...was such a conclusion that the boy came to mentally.

Was it because he kept screaming and talking over others?

Was it because he could never settle down?

Was it because he kept fidgeting?

Or, maybe it was because he ran down the school halls like a maniac because that chocolate cake served at lunch in the cafeteria got him all hyper.

Maybe he was /too cheerful/.

/Too smiley/.

/Too friendly/.

He could come up with multiple ideas as to why no one liked him.

His girlfriend broke up with him.

Because.

He was too much like a five year old.

He didn't understand though.

He kept saying he was "always like that", and that "it was his personality trait".

It seemed like it got too annoying for the girl he was with to handle after a while.

So many people had told Hoseok that he had changed.

He used to be hyper, but still chill.

Now it was like he was hyper...24/7.

With no end.

Even in his sleep everytime he'd wake up, his body would be at the foot of the bed.

He started at the top of the bed like every other normal person.

His body just couldn't.. stop.

Couldn't stop shaking, fidgeting, tapping something, whatever it may be. Goddamnit he just couldn't fucking stop!

Now Hoseok was crying because he couldn't get his body to relax.

Everyone called him cuckoo. Or that he was on some drug for being full of adrenalin.

But he wasn't on a drug.

No one knew how exhausting it was.

His body just had too much energy now. If he didn't get rid of it he knew something painful would happen. His muscles would tense up, he'd get cramps often.

He didn't know what was wrong.

He sat on his bed, his body trembling as he cried to himself all alone on a Friday night.

"W-What's wrong with you...? What's wrong? What's wrong?!?" He talked to his body as if it was a separate being. He clenched his own arm and squeezed it.

"Stop it!! Calm the fuck down!!" He nearly screamed, but it felt like his body had a mind of its own.

A laugh started coming out of Hoseok's lips even if he was crying, bolting up from his bed and jumping up and down and bouncing throughout his entire room.

"GOTTA LET IT OUT NOW!" He cackled through a laughing and crying fit at the same time, nearly knocking over one of his lamps and furniture items.

Hoseok went over to one of his bare walls and started hitting it as hard as he could to get his hyperactivity to stop.

"STOP NOW STOP NOW!" Hoseok shrieked through his strained vocal chords, using all the energy left in him to give tough socks at the wall.

Hoseok passed out on his bed, eyes falling shut as he felt like his entire room was spinning in circles.

He wanted to sleep the energy away, hoping he could escape it just for a bit.

That's when he heard his phone go off.

He let out an angry and loud groan, reaching for his phone in his jean pocket as frustrated tears still leaked out of his eyes.

Texts from Jimin.