I think I'm leaving
disappearing limb by limb
from inside out
and outside in
my mind has stopped working
so my body has too
it aches and malfunctions
and does things it shouldn't do
every step I take
seems to destroy more
I try to make progress
but I'm left so sore
no matter what I do
it simply isn't right
I'm losing my senses
my confidence and sight
I don't know what to do
I am lost inside myself
I've dug a hole too deep
and can't get down off the shelf
I'm slowly disintegrating
succumbing to my doubt
from outside in
and inside out
