feeling like a little girl again.
small, with the simplest thoughts and fears.
big brown eyes.
I used to wait until my big brother was asleep and then sneak into his room at night just to sleep. I felt so safe there I think.
curled up in the corner.
I wrote about it in journals when I was younger. I said if I could make one rule, it would be that someone had to sleep with me every night.
It seems so silly when I read it now, seeing that my brother is twenty and I'm eighteen.
but I think I would give everything right now for that to be okay. or to crawl in between my parents in their room. I wanna be a little girl again. I just want to feel safe like that.
I'm back to being small.
fear of falling asleep alone.
big brown eyes.
