what I'm supposed to write
what I'm supposed to say
what I'm supposed to do
how I'm supposed to feel
how you think I should be reacting
what you want me to realize
what you want me to apologize for
what you want from me
I've already given
all of myself
and it wasn't what you wanted
all those times before
I am
as a whole
out of your comfort zone
and I'm sorry
it took me so long to realize
that I was pushing you
and you weren't moving
