I've never otherwise experienced the amount of comfort I feel when I am with you. I'm not completely sure if it's just because we are around each other so often or because you know all of my mind and all of my body. there is literally nothing for me to hide or be pretentious about, and I'm so elevated because of that. I am myself so simply. I am my happiness. and I am my fears. and you experience every twist and turn of those two aspects. you listen and you hear and you look at me while I speak. I am in fifteen thousand pieces, and you are in one, always. I am a balloon at a birthday party and you are the weight in the center of the picnic table that ties me down to Earth. you have figured out how I function, why I function, and the support that I need to be able to keep functioning. you know when I need you to be there and you also know when I need space and time to sort things out with myself. you exist in my life. I am so comforted by the notion that you exist somewhere in the world at any given moment. at 4pm or 4am, there is someone who cares about me and can tell me that things always find a way of working out.
healthy
real
thank you
