a lot
that's what I feel like
that's what I am
I am composed of
a lot of confusion
a lot of emotion
a lot of frustration
a lot of a lots
if I was a lot for him,
am I a lot for you?
if I am a lot for you,
am I a lot for him too?
and her and him and them and him and them and her
have I always been
a lot of words
to the point of overwhelming
or am I just a lot to handle
on the inside
when I think about
how much I am
