my fingers are typing these words
my hands are holding my phone
my eyes are watching the letters
travel across the screen
like an ant
my mind is going
how am I to separate from it!
my purpose derives from the meaning of the words that leave my mouth.
how must I not think about them?
do you mean it when you say
you love the way I live?
do you mean it when you say
you like the way I love?
I'm not afraid of bugs
but sometimes I'm apprehensive
of what will walk across the page
I have to be art for you
that's all I'm good for
you want that
and so I don't know how to separate
from my mentality
convince me it's okay
